i dunno wad to say, found myself logging into my mailbox to wait for tomb's mail. but dun haf...nvm. i went to read again all the letters she sent. it's the only way i can feel better. i need a break man~ especially wad has happened "invisiblely" in sch, at least frm wad i see. i feel very detached. DETACHED~ i dun noe how long i can take this, juz hope that quickly graduate n i dun need to see the things n pple that saddens me. y muz i be so hao4 shen4? y muz i haf my pride? i need someone to tok. lucky yang was over there, so that i cant tok abit. it's called wu2 xing2 zhong1 i can destress abit, juz ani one to tok to except my frens. they r giving me way too much stress...i hate this. i hate this.....................
no wonder i can smile better at home...though i always say i hate my sis, in fact she can gif me comfort more than my frens can ever give me........it's juz a feeling...