i juz read someone's online journal...found it very touching but the girl was like how old? sec3?? i think?? yarh..first real love...i cant believe. haha..hu call me in ger's sch all the way since primary? but it's good to noe somebody likes u. she had the taste of love (erbs..not the dirty way) as in not the physical, but the emotional, that's y she is being so sad cos she is so very damn affected by it. i guess she'll be stronger by then. sort of envy her leh =P haha...she got great frens i noe for sure. wad the guy did to her? i not very sure. but the r/s oni lasted for 4 mths odd? i cant believe it! it's so fast. maybe the guy cheated her lohx, somemore netballer, shld be the chio type lohx! =) i oso not chio, hai~ nvm larhx.
how i wish i could haf those memories i dunno...she could go out study wif her frens go out to play n stuff..man~ haf i done that? i dun haf those type of frens lor. they my own frens all too guai already..not those type can tok deep onez...very hard larh. but isn't it another case of a netballer? haha..always netballers...their lives always seem so much interesting all the experiences gone thru..it's so..so..*sigh* i dunno. i noe compared to mine...it's so boring!!! hai~ here cums thee..nvm..i shan't tok to him first..my tots r flowing at the moment.
hai~ brought back to reality..my own probs..i dunno i'm confused...
haha..me analysing other pple's life n in a mess my own..my tots r in a mess...n wad jm will say? i dunno. but i think i shld treasure my frenship wif everybody now....
i hope my get my new comp soon!!! so happy...i think for once i shld think for myself..haha i sound like helana kingshaw...i wan the comp really badly!!!