flu flu..nose getting redder n redder....ahhh!!! always liddat....shyt! haha..new way of typing it. so sad so irritated. pk's like so irritating..dunno she always sticks to a all the time!! n i haf to sacrifice my seat everytime. cant i juz cum to sch n haf my seat?? she has her own place lar..y cum n sit mine n bother me? feel very irritated. she oni noes how to criticise me. i noe "u stupid" "u failure" "u kok eye"...i wanted to tell her, u go die..hmpf! i din say ne bad things of u y muz u do that to me? n everytime she says sthg, she would end it off wif a "orh.." as in "ni yao ji de orh.." grr..i dunno how to say. it's like trying to act cute liddat. sound so disgusting. yucks sometimes i really cant stand it. but if i say it out, i scared i will make the whole atmosphere very....yar.
n who say i cant say "erbs"? she say she said it first n i was the one who copied her?? a oso said i copy her? so who's copying hu den? as if she own the word "erbs" liddat. so wad? i hate those pple who said i copied them, wad position r they in to say me? n the thing is, her opinions sometimes sway when others say their opinion. she's so...urgh..i feel as if she look down on me. cos when i say i dunno sthg, she would "fan bai yan" so the ANNOYING! issit wrong to not know sthg?? older than me so wad?? it happened alot of times already..dun think i m dumb k~
yt - it happened 2 times already. she offered to help me ask her junior to lend me the shoes. den few days later, she ask me "haf u borrowed the shoes frm neone?" <---second incident. the first one was, i broke sj's sims n she said she would give me hers to return to sj. den one day she called me n ask, "have u bought the sims to return to sj?" i mean...she is always offering to help in the first place, later den ask me whether i haf settled it myself. i want to ask her..r u trying to fool me?

wad are true friends
when they only laugh n talk behind your back
when you r feeling upset?
they whisper amongst themselves
next turn around n look at you,
having those type of grin on their face
as if mocking at you
and when u ask them "wad?"
they juz shake their head n
say nothing,
turn back.

how can you like urself when nobody ever told u that they like u?