quite tired now, but nvm...so..so.unlucky..my money was stolen yesterday. it was $50 dollars to be exact. i left my wallet in class, went for assembly, came back first period eng, found my $$ was stolen. juz gone. i din believe at first, i thought i din bring it. but the fact was, i brought it. so the conclusion is, the money is stolen. hu ever tt was, may u go to hell. i wish the bestest best to go to hell. so much trouble for me. the money was supposedly to pay for the shoes. i went home, told mum abt it, she said i was supposed to think of a way to cook up the money myself. i mean, i'm not working, where m i supposed to get it?? huh?? my sis wanted to lend me the money, but she din allowed it. urghh...wad the...i hate this.. no choice, i went to see sardin after sch today to call her to cancel the order for the shoes. yar...i told priscilla at first n she said sthg like to ask everyone contribute $1 to help me...i mean like, m i a beggar?? do i need ur help?? c'mon lor, i haf my pride oso k~ n she said "dun worry dun worry" ahh! i feel like screaming...i m not poor until liddat...ok..den she said to see her tmr..hopefully there would be good news..sometimes all the bad luck juz cum all to u. n haf such parents to think tt i actually went to spend the money n said i lied to them abt it being stolen...now i noe one thing...afterall these years, my parents dun trust me at all. did i ever cheat their money?? how could they ever think it that way?? if i would, i would haf done it long ago. all the music fees n stuff..thinking i was cheating their money...URGHHH!! wad the...they dun understand me at all. shit...the stupid shoes..the money..n my mum blames everything one me. ON ME ONLY!! err...i din want the money to be stolen rite? n she said i purposely brought the money for the thief to steal!! trying to say it's my fault...=( she nagged n nagged...hai~cried..couldn't take it nemore.
to say the truth, i actually din feel much...juz when i found out that it was lost..i dunno..nthg...i guess?

understand? i dun think so....