very pissed off yesterday. i was not angry wif my mum, i was angry wif myself. angry that y muz we be....=( i dunno wad's got into me. no guts. no nthg. i'm such a useless person. i guess i've tuo1 li2 frm this society already. maybe i'm juz criticising others to make myself feel better. yar..wad a shallow person i m...materialistic too...i was really pissed off yesterday. i din noe wad to do. juz wanted to hide myself in the room. i sent jm a msg "fan si ren ar!!" haha..guessed i scare her already...haha..funny. was very quiet after the tt, when we met my father. yar....at times i really want to cry.

what is the word that best describes your life now? wad do u seek in life?