why does the world work the way it is?
why must there be male n female in this world?
why must people look different?
why must there be ugly people and pretty people?
why must there be thin and fat people?
why must there be girls who look like boys?
why must there be boys who look like girls?
why must there be gays and lesbians in this world?
why must people think differently?
why must people be rich and poor?
why must people have feelings?
why must i feel inferior?
why cant i feel anything?
why must i always care what others say abt me?
why must i study, work n die in the end? what's the whole point?
why must i be so selfish?
so again,
why does the world work the way it is?

i dunno, i havent found the ans. i hate the way i look, i guess. i feel inferior. why cant i make the best out of it? why muz i be a perfectionist? or i'm not one? i haf high expectations on myself n others...y? i'm afraid...afraid...scary..scary...i dunno...stereotype. how does a couple cum together? issit on the looks? or that special affinity? will i be able to find my tt "special affinity"? confused...

special affinity...