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Sunday, September 28
bored.bored.bored.again...i think it's finally the time when i'm sick of going to irc. so damn boring over there. urghh...wad's more my friends arent tt "online" at all. it's oso really hard to find someone whom you really haf things to tok to rite. yt said she found a new fren and they seem to haf a lot in common. guess that's good for her. haha...juz tt she din say it was a m/f?? haha...dunno she din say newae i oso dun ask. when to cut an apple juz now, and then my fingernails chipped off. haf to go cut it later...troubles and troubles and troubles. they never seem to end, do they? first u haf ur own, den next is the family. my mum grumbles abt my father and he seems to get worst and worst. (i agree with this) i think one day the whole family will boycott him. hiak hiak... cant be bothered. tt's his life, he can do wad he wants. wad worries my mum is, if the head of the family has this stupid attitude, think the whole family will suffer too. but wad can i do?? go out to work this min?? juz feel that i've got to do sthg with my life and not get stuck at home everyday. it's like my mum has this tendency to "keep" us at home. she doesnt like me or my sis to go out, since young it's been liddat. she feel that we will haf "wings and fly away" and never stay at home next time. but isn't that the way our lives shld be?? u cant control our movements forever rite...well i muz really congratulate her for her success cos she has mde me now a very "homely" person. which i really do not want to becum...
