recently i read this article on the newspaper saying that it is better to have guy-friends than gal-friends (what i meant is normal frens here) yar...i somehow agree with it. Not to say girls compete with each other in terms of like fashion and other stuff, also in sch, academically wise, it can be also very competitive. Actually i consider myself to be a competitve person. i hate to lose out, i want to get better grades than my fren. And it is until recently, that finally jm told me, if she did not work harder she would lose (to me). I guess that's the ultimate reason y she was so unhappy when i kept doing my homework revision n stuff....but the thing is, i still find it ridiculous. If u wan to surpass me, u haf to do ur own work and not asking others to slow down and wait for u. It isn't fair to the other person. i'm not trying to say that i'm very good or wad because there are other things that i'm oso weaker than her. for example like higher chinese. She definitely has the ability to easily get an 'A' cos her chinese is really up there. it's no good to spoil friendship just over such things, but it has already been spoilt. i'm sure she already sensed that i'm trying to distance myself away from her because i already lost my patience with her (but i still haf to tolerate it) if she says something that i dun like to hear, i juz keep quiet n treat as if nothing has happen. i wonder if it'll be just another case where after we leave sch, we'll just lose contact and nvr meet each other again? i dunno.