heh..i tot i was the only odd one out...actually i wasnt...i think i had to blame it on my selfishness...cos my frens had their probs, is juz that they din voice it out. yesterday nite, exchanged a few smses with yt. she told me she quarrelled with someone lar...den said that she felt lost partly b/c of results and oso other reasons that she din tell us... it was then i realised i wasnt the oni one..hai~ we agreed that we were envious of jm cos she could tell all of us her probs..although there's no easy solution to it (hiak hiak) but it was better than keeping inside....was actually quite surprised when yt told me that..cos she seem so "problem-less" in sch...is everyone juz putting up a brave front?? juz suddenly find that the friendship between the seven of us is very superficial or either we din want to tok abt how we feel....there's not really any depth...i dunno...it's like when u haf probs... u cant really open up to them... although everyone is juz going to sch...laugh the whole day...laughing doesnt mean everything's ok...sometimes i juz feel that we are worst than ps tt grp...dunno. makes me think again, r we gonna juz be separated after graduation unless we go to the same jc??

the lack of ability to express??