Vividity!

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ok...i need to really blog today...the past few entries was like...ok..."cao shuai" yar...
the situation for now is, i am very worried for my marks and i dunno whether i can get into the school i want or not. the worst thing is somehow the system is so INEFFICIENT we cant even noe the cut off point for the JCs for PAE...take note : it's PAE not JAE. so the people getting raw score 14 who wants to enter sajc with a cut off point of 13 are left hanging. we try to get info. frm pple in the jcs and the teachers..but somehow...everybody says one thing. so who can we trust?? urghh...i dunno issit b/c of this, my temper has been quite bad recently or is it juz purely pms?? tt's one prob... papers and papers piling in and i havent done much yet! this is so frustrating! i hate to see my work undone! and when the teachers go thru, i dunno wad the hell they are toking!! which is very bad...i really dunno wad the hell is going on...especially with myself! urghhh!! i am really pissed off...
juz realised that everyone in my family is so stubborn! of course...tt includes me. but i am juz not going into details abt that...b/c it's a waste of time! =(
such a tiring day..and i'm officially graduating this friday (17/10/2003) i dunno what crazy things m i gonna do and how will i react...maybe i'll juz cry...and will i ever do that?? it seems like it's once in a million years though...i'm not a crybaby at the very least i can assure that...complains and complains...but i noe there's still something which i dunno wad is it...it's still stuck in my heart...juz dun feel comfortable at all...
y not say something which i'm more happy with..ok...V200 totally rox!! DEFINITELY! i really dunno when i'm gonna get my hands on it but i really hope it'll be soon! my father did promise me! but...it seems like he the type who make empty promises... T200 is another one~ cool...it has the 'open-sesame' function (wadeva u call that) the thing is it doesnt come with the in-built camera..which is quite a 'yi han'. i like those foldable type of phones but too bad samsung phones doesnt come with radios...
i was telling my sis...one day i shall maybe work in some handphone company and do research to design new phones yeah?? haha...tt'll be fun =) i shall get my own phones!! haha...i like nething tt has to do with technology...