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ok...today's the last day of the paper...wasnt high at all...haha dunno y..maybe b/c of the rain. but still, it was the best day...i stayed out until 5. practically playing the whole day! haha...after the paper, we all went shaw hse, but not even a single shop was open. also we had no place to go also. end up rotting outside far east haha...den toked and joked abit. we went over to ck tang...yar...ate kfc over there, zinger meal...sometimes i juz wonder, y cant i be rich..hai~dunno...juz feel that my frens lacked of sthg. or maybe it's my prob. k nvm...at least now i noe me and yt on the same wavelength...no wonder i and alison couldnt really click..as in like gg out. i kinda sian abt the whole jm thing...newae, it's her prob...she din say it out newae, i dunno lar...i m not a very sensitive person...so...we ended up playing badminton instead. my whole blouse was wet totally. went to the toilet to see how awful i really looked. haha...me no chio bu lar...which is wad i really think. up till now, i still wan to get a..i dunno..tanned. well built (not thin or fat), tall..really noe how to dress tt kind of guy. haha...but tt can nvr be true...cos i'm not worthy of tt. i guess tt's wad the guys always say "high expectation" and oni pretty girls get them...haha...ok..back to the badminton. i was playing with sijia..and noe wad?? i feel pretty hard on my bum..so damn pain k! urghhh!!! haha..but funny oso..luff like shit. juz noe tt i laughed all the way today..haha...
oh ya..den i saw my "ex-crush" yesterday...i think his place in my heart has really diminished....but when i saw him, my heart was still pounding quite fast. saw him at the bus stop. i was waiting for the bus and he alighted frm another bus...i was like.."omg...he change quite abit??" haha...dunno...but the whole evening i was more 'kek' abt the fbt shorts i bought. quite happy tt i bought it but i bought it at like $13 when another shop sells like $10?? ah-ha...stupid me...idiotic oso...so i was so caught up with the shorts tt i even totally forget abt my crush?? haha...to say the truth...i still quite like him. haha...but so long already. ahhh!!! cant forget it. imagine...qr and him...WORLDS APART PLEASE!!! hai~ maybe he got gf liao...or maybe one day i shld juz walk up to him and ask his name?? haha...but i saw him thrice!in actual fact...yar. he not bad looking k! haha...dunno i dunno!!! urghh...if i could really get to noe him then...hiak hiak...