review for band tune in at sajc on sat(6/12/2003). weather: sunny
i reached the bus stop outside sajc at arnd 1.32pm and had to quickly rush to the band rm cos i knew i was late. ok. saw this 2 girls, they too wanted to go for the tune in but the gate was locked. i called yt to ask for yoke kee's no. end up realised yt was oso there. so great. tot she told me she not goin. but newae,i asked the 2 girls whether they goin to the tune in and one of them said yes. so, along the way, they asked me abt my sch, and i oso found out they frm presbytarian high (erm...i dunno how to spell) yeah...think one of them plays the flute. yar..tt's all...forgotten to ask their name...haha..wadeva. yeah...reached there den saw alecia outside hah. wad ta small world! she wrote my name on this masking tape for me to stick it on my shirt. which i found it sthg lame, cos in the end they din identify us as our name. wad a weird case. in band (cgssb) the conductor oso identify us by wad instrument we played. so i was known to the conductor as "bass clarinet" for abt like 2 yrs. there was a whole lot of pple already. din expect it. i expected that they would be waiting for abt like 15mins to start the whole thing. well, nvm...i din miss much newae. saw the others like fiona, phyllis, eulindra...yeah...ok..at least i dun feel so out of place. here comes the worst part. we had to grp into our own sections like clarinets(for me). we had quite a big grp of abt 10 and we sat in a circle to introduce ourselves and tok. i mean, we dun even noe each other and how r we suppose to haf things to tok abt?? lucky i was the same as shuying and isabel. i think i was blushing like shit for wadeva reason, but i wish i could juz stop it! urghhh...so embarassing! i was the only b.clarinet in the grp. so guess out of all the sec4s there, i was the only bass clarinet. there was this guy,haha...ok good looking(to me lar!)kao..juz sitting opposite me..make me even feel more nervous! erbs...but someting to regret haha..shorter than me..hah..look like the very guai guai type...it wld be good if he were taller...found myself keep glancing over there. i mean..ok..when u look up, usually u wld look at sthg right in front of u, which is the opposite of u rite? so...tt's normal! yeah...u wont expect me to look to the right or left FIRST rite (i stress on the first thing u look at when u lift ur head) yeah...after tt went down to the canteen, bored like dunno wad..everyone was like nthg to tok abt. the clarinet SL tried to start the conversation but failed in the end. juz nthg to tok lar...they tok abt such band stuff which i dunno...worst thing again...sit opposite those 2...urghhh...(help! i need time!) after tt went down for some warm up and played a song called 'pasadena' think it's spelled this way. I WAS SITTING RIGHT AT THE SIDE!!! urghh...which means i'm right beside the pple listening! guess i was blushing again! i dunno...urghh!!! while playing, i was lost somewhere but manage to pick up again..guess i was too nervous...lucky i had music background if not i would have screwed everything up..cos everybody could hear!!! urghhh...shucks..just cant stop thinking...urghh!!! i dunno...erm..i think this is just the starting oni!!left after tt with shuying...yar...father came to fetch me...den i realised i walked to the bus stop with that masking tape on my shirt!!! maluating!! whole world noes my name now...urghh...nvm...left after that playing cos i din wanna stay for the game...cos yt left already..din wan to cause anymore embarassment for myself (by blushing)! yeah..forget abt the whole thing of...
one good thing that happened yest was tt, my dad finally sign up for the singnet broadband!! yay!! haha...hopefully the account can be activated on fri..rotting at home...haha...yeah
i think the impression of the tune in was deeper than the signing up of the broadband...yeah...

i think this is my longest entry ever...cos i really din blog for a long long time already...=]