i think some pple sux. they say xchange pic..after tt they are like GONE??? okie..i'm too naive to believe. sux sux sux. nvm....who cares abt them newae...haha...think i siao today. wadeva it is...who cares. juz a lil' pissed. haha...havent blogged for a long time. well...life has definitely changed. i wonder for the better or worst. haha..bloody hell haha. well...dun care dun care~
for the first freaking time, i felt that i had degraded myself...i used to feel guilty when i said i haf no pic when pple ask me for tt. but now, after sending it for the first FREAKING time..i feel like i kinda cheap?? i dunno. hah...now i noe how it feels like. at least i noe of pple who says i m...haha...bhb...nvm...who ever that freaking person is...i feel so vulnerable now. is like maybe tt person is someone in sa? maybe tt person is some freak? maybe that person thinks i m ugly? or maybe that person is fat n ugly? yar..so many possibilities..or maybe it is someone whom i noe? i start to feel uneasy. primarily based on the looks...i dunno. no self confidence. haha...i think i've becum a weirdo. haha...okie how shld i out it suddenly i haf no interest in boys. well good looking ones maybe. but suddenly, is like my mindset has changed. after being exposed to an environment where u get to c boys all the time. it's diff. the feeling is diff again. everybody can be frens..haha..it's not abt being frens with the boy u like oni. but everyone. at first i tot i like r. but end up, i m now thinking twice abt it. i dun like neone in fact. i think i haf no feelings for everyone. haha...suddenly it's like my girl frens mean everything to me. like jm. haha...she's one great fren. i dunno how to describe. it's like u nvr wanna be separated (in terms of friendship oni!) yar...
suddenly i haf guy frens..haha..so weird. a handful oni. lemme think. yar...not to mention the second online fren i met. haha...no feelings involved. tt's y i managed to carry on to be frens with him. haha...oso b/c he's cute looking lar. cute not macho. haha...i was kinda shocked lar. and realised at the same time that, normal or average looking frens are also ok...
okie...tt freaking guy added me? it's like...wad??? shuai??? i dun think he's shuai. at least i noe someone who's shuai-er than him...haha..*hint hint* to myself lar...hahahaa...i mean..i having goosebumps now...another spikey de. sia..wth...blah...siao..wonder how's eric gonna react when he sees this. ok...i mean i m toking crap now. haha...u freaking guy go...i shall not speak vulgarities and degrade myself huh...this guy's a playboy, frm my point of view. he is like so ugly???actually, i've been waiting for eric's pic. but no sign at all. cant stand him. dun let me see him. urgghhh...newae this freaky guy...has gave me a very bad impression of him. yar..n i dun like his name at all. pls. who the hell gave u ur name? well...wadeva. he could haf tot i was a ugly girl so he like added me for sympathy's sake. oh pls...i dun need ur FREAKING sympathy ya.

freaking? freaky?