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went to sch this morning. arnd 9am..for band. haha. after getting my b.clarinet, we went down to the cafe for sectionals. on the way down, weiling(senior) came over to ask me 'weichen, arent u playing the clarinet?' -->in chinese. i said cos i wanted to play the b.clarinet. then she said 'freak'. i was like huh?? me? freak? who u referring to? i was quite sure she referring to me. so mean. does she mean tt pple wanting to play the b.clarinets are 'freaks'?? haha...i juz walk away after tt. i din answer her nething. now i noe y people dun like her. she's soooo mean! yantong told me she dun like her, now i know why. i remembered last time i and her had the same piano tcher. then i took my dip b4 her. so i guess she was jealous? cos at the interview for sec4 committees, she purposely told another senior that i was a dip holder. right in front of me. purposely de. i knew it. i got nthg against her y muz she do this to me? weird. ahh..haha...shant bother abt tt.

after tt practice as usual, then i left at abt 1.45pm. i was late for the gathering. so i juz told cindy that i had piano lessons and had to leave.haha...i went up into the bandrm and the brasses were having combine sectionals. so paiseh...then i juz walked across the bandrm right in front of the benji(the J2 conductor) cos i wanted to get cross the room to the cupboard. haha..i think i was rude. he looked at me, then at the clock, then back to me. haha...quickly kept my instru and left the rm. then i realised i din take my bag with me! ah...how blur could i be. -_-"" yar...i went in again...so awkward...-_-""

left for crescent and on the way saw yao feng. he said 'hi. how are u?' but i couldnt reply him cos i was on the phone. so i juz smiled. haha...so funny...then rushed to the bus stop and 51 was there already! ran all the way....haha..i reached sch...went to the temp block..then toked to my frens. nice to see my ex-classmates. haha..then i showed jimei my photos...then peishan asked was it some guy. i din really wan to ans her..haha...then erm...she told me he's abit gay! as in not really gay, but act girlish...eeks. my heart broke into few million pieces right on the spot -_-"" muahaha..yar..nvm lar...cos i think he oni look good frm afar..then near...*no comments* yup. then asked geok cheng abt MGP, see if she noes him. then she said sthg like he din get into bball. i dunno..haha..yar. nvm...i dun like that chipmunk already -_-"" i very hua xin sia~~ haha...cos nvm lar..newae i dun see him mah. eeks! goosebumps. and i still tot he was cute looking. he is, but he is sissy. yucks~

the gathering ended, we took afew photos. then ahh!~ my phone halfway thru hanged after i changed the batt. suddenly everything gone haywire. the wallpaper became blank then everytime i went to the wallpapers' section, it hangs. urghh..so i decided to go starhub centre at ps lar. went to the mrt, then called my mum to INFORM her (not ask her). but she ORDERED me to cum home. i was so pissed. sulk all the way home. very angry with her. i promised to run the errand for her but the timing doesnt crash so y cant i go out? urghhh... >_<

another thing, i passed the trials for sailing. the happy news came to me yest during the first break frm wee hong. he told me that i passed it. i was happ, at the same time troubled. wad abt my other ccas? i actually gave up already cos i tot i couldnt make it. ya. but. ok...i muz thank god. really. for givingme such a chance. cos out of so many pple, they oni took abt like..i think..18 or 19 pple. miracle~ phew~ well well...i decided to go for it. even though my father din really agreed to it, cos when i told him i got in, he shook his head and frowned. and this morning, he tried to convince me to stay in band cos 'it helps in my future". well this time, i shall not listen cos i wanna try new stuff. not stay in band...no way. i dun wan. i wan sthg more exciting. with the sun~ haha...abt touch rugby, i m still contemplating. actually it works well. touch rugby on mondays and wednesdays. sailing is on the weekends. but i need time for my homework too. so...well...i dunno. i think i like sailing more. haha. =) the ccas are making me wan to stay in sajc. haha...

well...today hadnt been a good day so far. i was kenna suan by weiling and abt my mum...=( ya...but nevertheless, gg to the class gathering had lifted my spirits quite abit. haha..yup! wad a long blog today...haha