hi blog...i din go out with my class today. gettin O's results tmr...so some of my classmates are like dropping out of sch already so it's like the last class outing..today, we ended at 3.30pm, went to the SC and rot..it's was a great time there. took photos, listen to music, chillin' out. ya..so arnd 4.30pm they decided to go to town to tok cock again...but it was fine with me as long as i could go.we were gettin ready to leave, then i asked liting..'shld i call home to tell my mum?'..eventually i called, hoping that my mum wouldnt be so angry if i juz went ahead without telling her. but still, the same thing happened again. as ecpected, she had that same tone again, said that i m going out AGAIN with my class and even tell me not to come back for dinner. haiz...i really feel like crying...damn...i dunno how to communicate with her..i dunno. she even hung up b4 i could explain everything. so wad's the point? so wad if i told her i was going out? so wad if i told her i would be back later? wouldnt she be still angry? i dun understand! i REALLY dun!! i did my part by telling her but she still is not happy!!so..the mood was spoilt..had no mood already. but they heard that MGP was playing at the hall, so we went to watch the match lar..awhile oni...then after tt i left. it was kinda sad at the bus stop..okie..i mean i felt sad..waisan wanted me to call her after the results..ya...then had hugs with waisan, jiahui and shihui...hah..i din haf that type of things with my cgs frens bah..we were so close yet so distant...ok..i m not continuing on tt.i left..ran for my bus 61, then on the way home, i felt damn sad....i dunno..i think i gonna cry tmr...i shld be meeting shu min tmr...i hate that feeling of saying goodbye...i hate it...hah..shu lar! make me so emotional now. so now i m home...facing a sulky mother who doesnt even wanna look at me when i greeted her...argh..i really dun wan the day to cum where i really give up on communicating with her, wad will then happen? i oso dunno...arghh...