okies...i think i really in the mood to blog now..cos juz now toking to glenn then if i blog then abit bad rite..cos i sure pang seh him one..ya lor..i felt super confused lately. and suddenly weiyang is like calling me everynite..then suddenly eric wasnt online for 2 days n i kept on thinking abt him...confused lor..weiyang hmm...he's a nice guy lor..smart ass(want to go law fac somemore) actually i din mind if he was ugly. in fact he din look ugly to me..lolx..half of me wanted a handsome bf the other half feels that it's ok lor..as long as he caring can liao..haha coincidentally, tt week where i got my results, wy was really practically calling me everynite juz to ask me to relax..he really nice leh~LOLX...wad to do..haha...although he like ji siao me everytime but i think it's fine lar(sometimes wanna puke blood oso) but ar...i think there's a difference lor..i dunno...the feeling towards eric n him. weiyang is like a big brother I THINK la...juz haf this feeling that he likes me lor..dotz dotz..i think i juz purely dun like ne of them?? no way mah..i was wondering if glenn told me he like me (ONI AN EXAMPLE) or maybe not glenn..but some other nice nice guy lar..i think i softhearted again~this is not good.cos rite..it may not be the person u really like.n juz b/c he is nice to u then moved liao..wrong mah..moreover..comparing him to eric, weiyang's the one who is like really gg all out..calls me..then crap with me..make me luff..then encourage me n stuff lar..on the other hand, eric is like bo chap lor. he never calls me..he din even said a word of encouragement to me when i was gonna take my results..okies..hmm..plus pt..he's gonna write letter to me..lolz so sweet lar..haha..maybe b/c he has nvr been in a relationship b4 so he doesnt noe how to do such sweet stuff? maybe lor..then weiyang is like got ex b4 de.so notti somemore..hahaha..but he noes the romantic stuff lar..how to say leh? yar lor..i dunno wad to do..so confused then i already in damn lousy mood. then dunno y..tok to eric even more confused and my sis came to piss me..wah lao..so angry..then i was screaming down there..then so sian lor..go watch tv..do situps..my mum still ask me y i so sian go n watch tv..haha..after tt weiyang called..then we toked n toked..abt half an hour..he like psychoing me to say i like him lah he..lolx..but i was like saying 'NOOOO' liddat..haha..so funny..then at one pt of time i dunno y leh..i so sad..i sorta teared lor..reallis cos he really very gek abt his results..then i sad for him oso la..yar lor..actually decided to go slp le dun play comp liao..but after tt he already made me luff..so can lorz..haha go play again afterall it's 11 pm liao mah..then i could play the comp! lolx..came online awhile then guess who called?? lolx..the 'where is my dinner de' alvin la..haha..he very funny oso..ask me abt joseph tan..haha..then say he using payphone then got funeral dunno wad la..so funny..haha..he abit stuttering leh..is he nervous or wad? haha..i think i sounded confident lar..juz speak as per normal..ya lor..hahaha..at least he did contribute into perking me up..haha...ya..then online weiyang awhile then went off liao..so glenn said hi..and we both concluded we were like in a damn lousy mood..he told me wad happen lar..basically is abt the girl he like lar..then cannot see her cos of things happening here n there..so in a lousy mood..lolx..i din really wanna tell him the whole thing la..so i said in a very abstract manner. like 'pple not here then think of pple, pple here then treat pple so coldly' ..haha..of course he din really understand la..then he say is one sided love. o well..it's ok..cos he is like a pang2 guan1 zhe3 la..so i feel very comfortable toking to him. moreover rite, we dun haf that kind of feeling lar..so even easier to tok to him..haha..so nice. glenn's a very nice person la..at least i can tok to him..i dunno..ya but i feel better now. reallis..he sent me a nsync song which is super nice..ya 'god must haf spent a lil more time on u' i think is liddat..nvm..i din go n remember the song title oso..ya lor..tok halfway..then he like nvr reply.i tot he pang seh me or sthn..but actually i din noe msn pang seh me..then after tt my comp pang seh me oso..so sad case rite..hahahaha...yar..so connection failed..n here i m bloggin! lolx..okies...i finished wad i had to say..so i felt a whole lot better now ya! hahahaha... =))) bye byes n good nIteys =))