yup..i m back again after a looong looong time.cos today i haf alot of thoughts!! i need to write them down.think it would be a big mass of words if i wrote them in paragraphs so i think i write them in stanzas. looks clearer.
3.00pm was the meeting time.orchard mrt control station.
3.07pm still in no one sight.i had to msg him first.
since he replied so late,might as well call him.
so heard his voice.i thought not bad voice afterall.
then waited outside OCBC bank there.
he walked towards me.'ehh? malay guy? pointing at me?'
a big 'oh no' in my head. shit.
wearin white long sleeves inside.wif a black collared tee.black jeans.black sport shoes.
goodness.
tried to spike.good effort.but still cannot make it.look like malay guy.
walked to cine.4.00pm tixs all sold out.left 650pm.no choice.
gosh.
it was like another 3hrs ahead to kill.
stupidly suggested to look at the neoprints.damn.i din feel like taking it liao.
walked to the neoprints shop.n walked away.
dunno where to go.cross over to heeren.saw richard n jas.damn.
jas tot is my bf!! 'OH NOOO'
walked into heeren n out.saw kenneth.manage to avoid.
walked to taka.saw georgina.damn again~
nth to do.dunno cant remember.juz knew walking in circles.
went to popular.saw many more cute guys.zzZZzz.
'he' isnt cute.n said joseph was nth? gosh.
bought some red bean thingy.cos i was really hungry.
walked n walked.sianz..i was really doin all the toking
i was really TURNED OFF.
walked to royal sporting hse.looked at the shoes.no mood.
i shld haf gone with the class.
oh man.-piak my head-
walked back to cine again.went to the highest level.
sat and toked abt sch work.sianzZZZ
tt was wad we could tok abt.
anyway it was better than walking and meet more pple i noe.
and get mistaken that it's my BF.
oh god! -piak forehead again-
was abt 6.20pm.went downstairs.stood outside kfc.
dunno wad to do.tok cok.he was trying to stand close to me.eee -_-""
mismatch.mismatch.
finally to the movie.was thinking how cute weiyang was tt time when we watched butterfly effect.haha.gosh.
i dun like weiyang in TT kind of way.
but comparing 'him' to weiyang.god.big diff.
show ended.called dad.he came to pick me.
in the meanwhile,i walked with him to somerser mrt. tot he would leave first.
but.GOD.no!he wanted to wait with me until my dad come.
gosh.i felt like crying man.
i hinted to him.'u sure u wanna wait?' 'i think can juz leave first' 'u go first la'
say until so obvious liao he still dun go!!said 'nvm nvm'
i think history is repeating itself.like tt qr thingy.but it's worst this time.
goodness.if i could juz run off liddat.
called my dad.say he reach liao.then i told him my dad is coming already.
FINALLY!!!
he left.said thanks n bye to him.i tot 'goodbye for good man.'
finally i noe.appearance for me counts alot.
it's ok being frens.but a bf..hMmmm.
first n foremost the height.yeah.so weird.'he' looks like a xiao di di man..
nvr gonna meet net frens anymore.maybe as frens lar.
anyway he wasnt wad i expected.feeling is diff.he looks more like a frn to me.
goodness...finally i cooled down.after writing down all my thoughts.
so the....-gUlpS-i m so so so thirsty..