haha...sometimes i juz hate my family. actually, why shld i come home, to face all the accusations.and haf to accept them even tho i din do them in the first place? purely shits..sucky..somehow things can juz be always so idiotic..she can juz put things in a way to accuse me of things which i nvr done. she likes to make ASSUMPTIONS and there's no prove is there? wth..and she always thinks it's CORRECT. tt oh-so-smart-me kind of thing..she explains things her way, she dun accept wad others say..she JUZ DUN WAN TO LISTEN!!!! y cant she understand.NO!!! she juz dun understand. or she juz purely doesnt want to..i hear laughter in sch..home..is somewhere i hate to be in? no laughter..nobody understands anyway..do they? no..they dun at all..

"u purposely come home to quarrel with everyone so that i will call u not to come home.now ur goal is achieved.since u like to go out so often then dun cum home."

suddenly the bomb is thrown to me when in actual fact it shldnt be..haha..i wan to luff at this..i think i haf come to a point where i think there's no need for explanation.it doesnt work anyway..no amt of explanation will help..because..it will turn into something so called 'excuses' so what's the point? pointless.and it comes across to me as sth which is quite usual..to be misunderstood..so i dun really feel angry or agitated abt it..cos..it's liddat already..

hopeless already..

hey..havent seen him arnd in sch..issit no common break? dunno..sometimes i oso forget how he looks like..or maybe like vaguely remember oni..he actually goes clubbing.haha..dunno y i suddenly feel that i m quite naive..thinking that everyone is as guai as me.think i shld be called a sua goo man..go back to the mountains..