how cum it's like this? i haf no focus at all..as in..how shld i put it..hmm..m i thinking of someone? it's like maybe because everyone is saying it tt's y i m thinking of him..ee..tot it was juz a crush lo..cos crush is sth superficial..it's lust more than love. which is quite true.and he's too good..as in..ya..not reachable..i m so so so sad..cos i m scared to face rejections..it will be miserable..help wad to do..n wad m i doin..help..i din see him for almost a month already! haha..ok..i think i crazy already..goodness..he's not the oni cute guy in this world..hahaha..ok..think too much already..expecting to much unfufillable dreams..tt's so..sickening..
anyway..i m gettin irritated..haiz..irritated or wad...dunno..wanna go out..