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need to tok to someone..and alvin isnt doin a very good job but replying late.yeah dude..so bad..anyways..i juz carry on..
-1st thing in the morning.
during GP,something quite scary actually happen to me.i was in the class, and cos had to take transparencies frm the tcher's table, so i went to get it.then i dunno y i couldnt walk properly, as if my legs were useless. i tried to stand up.i almost tripped..couldnt believe it, then i walked another step. gosh..so scary..my leg could stand!lucky it was at the side, at least i could hold onto the table.my leg juz bent oneside whenever i tried to take a step (dun think i m doin a very good description anyway ^_^"")but it was quite scary..for that moment, i was actually quite thankful that god has given me a wonderful pair of stable feet..haha..gosh..imagine those who cant walk >_< then cos i almost tripped twice, then anthony asked me 'what happen' then i say nvm...but i was kinda freaked out, tot that my legs cant function anymore..
-2nd thing after GP during break
today i decided to eat kaya lattice,so i headed for the drink stall, the thing cost 1.30 bucks so i actually wanted to give her a 10-dollar note..so i tot for convenience sake i gave her 10.30..so the change shld be 9bucks rite?? so i waited for the 9bucks..end up she gave me 7..so i tot eh? i counted wrongly meh? somemore there was so many ppl there and i was pushed away frm the cashier..so after i confirmed that it shld be 9bucks, i went up to her again and told her everything..then she like din believe kaes..damn..as if i wanted to cheat her liddat..then she took back the change and gave me 8.70 bucks back.WTH..it's still shortchanged man~WTH..i dun mind abt the money but she said until as if i was out to cheat her 10 million friggin bucks.she said 'cannot be lor' in chinese...-__-"" was quite pissed with that man..
-3rd issue SST
i saw him 3 times today!! haha..tt was quite a record..cos the last one was 2..i was quite happy when i saw him ^_^ at the cafe but after that kaya lattice incident totally no mood already man..okie back to SST, i had the eager to go up to him..but everytime i see him..argh..i juz cannot..cos he's with his frns?but i cant help but grin juz to look at him.ok it's not grin, it's a smile..haha..a part of me wanted to go up to him n say hi but the other part of me is like saying 'what if after that he juz make fun of me?' then i would be the laughing stock..he would be like saying 'hey, that's the despo girl who wants to befrn me' then i would be like no face already..ahh..i m in a dilemma..what if later he got gf already..then i will be damn sad la..but wad if i dun quickly take my chance now then he got gf..then i will really bang my head against the wall lo..but for a girl to take initiative?? ahh help. -__-"""