okies! i need to write out sth which has been bothering me for the past few days..i managed not to tell any of my classmates(not even the close ones) that i..haha..i told shumin n jimei oni!not 2 forget philip hahas 3 oni..ya..i think i wouldnt haf sent the msg if it wasnt my frns who were the ones urging me too..cos i simply din haf the GUTS to..but i did in the end..haha..alvin and glenn were the ones who helped me in the msg.sent the msg at like 1230pm midnight..haha..he muz be thinking this girl is crazy man..oh well..nvm la..doesnt matter..after tt night i was so distracted..dun really noe how to describe my feelings but it wasnt TT good anyway..ya..din bring my p.e. attire..then my chey(?)was like saying..u go for hols until u forgotten there's pe today issit..haha..dun care la..so he made me n richard pick up rubbish at the gallery there..hahaha....ok lo..so we pick up the litters to show him lo..after tt i sat at the steps and took out my foolscap to write things.write down wad i was thinking while the others had p.e...i think, somehow somethings had changed.maybe, i had come to realised that the main thing was to overcome myself to send the msg rather than to send the msg to him..cos tt's soo not me..
but anyways..hopefully he may reply? or maybe he wouldnt.it's expected anyway.haha..maybe that tinge of sadness but of course i wouldnt go to such an extent to cry abt it man..wahaha tt's abit stupid..afterall it's so-called a c.r.u.s.h.
back to yest. after p.e. was break, then i was eating..suay suay i saw him walking down towards my direction..like quite far la..but dunno y i juz spotted him haha..err..then i quickly tell wenhui 'i go toilet'..hoping that he was juz passing by on the way to his classrm..but NO! he sat on the table like one or 2 in frnt of mine..indirectly facing him -___-"" and i was teased by the girls la..they kept on saying 'no.7!! no.7!!wanna sit here or not? got better view leh' wahaha..i really so paiseh!!yizhi somemore say take pic..hahaha..i din save in the end..cos it's so..errr...weird. ya..then tt was it..yup..the break.
well well...anymore things? hmm..i guess not..haha..eh.if he dun reply then i give up already i think..wahaha..blah..i wouldnt think so much abt it too anyways..

it's such a cool night =)))

counting down to promos..11 weeks n 4 days..think i'm mad..hahaha


McFly - Obviously

Recently i've been
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl
Who's out of this world
Believe me

She's got a boyfriend
He drives her round the bend
Cos he's 23
He's in the marines
He'd kill me

For so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now

Cos obviously she's out of my league
But how can i win
She keeps dragging me in
And i know
I never will be good enough for her
No no
I never will be good enough for her

Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now
Yeah
Off to L.A
And that's where i'll stay
For two years

Put her behind me
(put her behind me)
And go to a place where she can't find me

Cos obviously she's out of my league
I'm wasting my time
Cos she'll never be mine
And i know
I never will be good enough for her
No no
I never will be good enough for her

She's out of my hands
And i never know where i stand
Cos i'm not good enough for her
Good enough for her x6

Cos obviously she's out of my league
I'm wasting my time
Cos she'll never be mine
And i know
I never will be good enough for her

Cos obviously she's out of my league
But how can i win
She keeps dragging me in
And i know
I never will be good enough for her

Cos obviously she's out of my league
I'm wasting my time
Cos she'll never be mine
And i know
i never will be good enough for her
No no
I never will be good enough for her