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Monday, August 2

everyone is making me sad..juz now wenhui was telling me at the sc life is short she feels that her end is cuming soon?erm..it may seem rubbish but i dun feel good abt it..i dunno wad to say..wad to do..how to help..sometimes i think i m such a idiot..i cant help..i can oni listen..i dunno how to give advice..helpless...i haf a feeling wenhui isnt that simple..i mean there's sth deeper than that..i hope i can be there for her i guess..beining told me she treasures our friendship..in a way..i can see tt..n she's quite sad that i think that she sabo my friendster..she really din do it..sorry wenhui..i was thinking to write her a card..but i cant juz give her liddat rite..well..think i buy the card first then say la hor..think maybe tmr i go n buy..and snail mail..she will be damn shocked..

actually..after seeing him put the nick..i think i somehow noe already..haha..but juz din ask..i abit kaypoh la..i tot it was juz pure lyrics and maybe he likes the song?? haha..budden juz told me juz now..haha..over a gal..i din noe he this type oso will like a girl one..she muz be damn special..juz now he called me but i din hear..missed the call..then dunno wad la..i called him 3 times oso din pick up! then send a msg telling me that he found her already and dunno wad..so i replied 'huh? ok..u take care' then he say i super lame -__-""" wenhui told me he went for a checkup for asthma..then i was like 'har?? he got asthma one??" sth liddat..then i quickly took out my phone to call him..she asked me y m i so jing4 zhang1..haha..then i said 'no la..he called me juz now mah..' so was in msn..then i was toking abt wenhui at the sc..he said he was very depressed..sent him 3 sad songs..wah..but as he told me abt her..my heart was kinda aching..really..aching..i dunno wad to say..i m quite affected by others one..then tt time weiyang oso..wah lao..make me cry..then i tot if i liked him..it proved otherwise..siao one..i dun like weiyang lo..

writing down what i can remember in the conversation..
him: i m damn sad now...depressed...

me: huh..how cum?u pms ar..

him: yah..i think i got PMS liao..

me: regular thingy?

him: ya..once every month..bleed alot oso..

me: -__-"" dotz..what toking u sia...

him: not there lah..my heart..

dun think i m gonna type out everything..but the geist of it would be..he likes this girl who is in SA now..most prob oso frm (his sec sch)..his frn asked abt her..so brought back bad memories n stuff..he's quite sad now..haiz..

my heart was aching like...dunno wad...

in a way la..i dunno man...

i cant imagine him being sad..really cant imagine..tot he said singlehood was better..haha..
pretendence..fake one...maybe bc he was hurt..tt's y he said tt...i dunno..


coloring my world at 7:26 PM
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