'Absence makes the heart grow fonder'
thanks to alvin..who corrected me..haha..i tot it was 'distance'
issit really the case? beginning to somehow understand this phrase..i mean..argh..it's so..sickening..i somehow hate the feeling..waiting n waiting..n everytime..it's not tt person..oh wells..no one would know wad the hell i m toking abt except myself..wahaha..so wad so wad..yeah..listening to kavana - will you wait for me..
so why muz one be troubled by all this stupid thingy called love.it's a shitty feeling..all along..i tot my heart was dead already..that i will nvr learn to like someone..the word is 'like'..cos 'love' is too strong a word i dun wanna use it..he's the one!! i wanna put all the fault on him!! y did he msg me everyday! y he wanted to ask me out?! i tot i din like him..shitty..i tot we were juz frns..issit so easy to like someone?? hateful feeling..i dun like it..y is this so?? cos u would be wondering all day 'y din he msg u'? 'wad is he doin?'urgh!!so shitty..
wait..i muz say sth..haha..tt day..me n malie went out to watch cinderella story..it was a friday night..(wondered how many times i told this story already haha) he came st8 frm camp..din drive so after the movie..we walked to the taxi stand..cos he wanted to take the taxi..but the queue was very long..so okie..went to take the mrt..there were many pple..and stupid me..the train already arrived and i din know it was supposed to be tt side..so he was waiting for me to get in..then the door closed already i managed to squeeze in but he din..tot no choice, i could juz go home myself but he used his arms to stop the door!dotz..shocked but later i also tried..cos i was holding my phone and wallet on my hand..so somehow..the wallet dropped!!! into the hole in between the door n the mrt..wah..i was stunned..so the doors open..i quickly hop out again..haha..he was so cute can..wanted to find the emergency stop to stop the train..-__-"" haha..he stopped me..ask me to wait there..he ran up to the control station n got the station master..yeah..we went home after tt..thinking how ridiculous it was..lol..tt was the most stupid friday..serious..he felt super guilty..even got my wallet for me the next day frm the dhoby ghaut station..haha..so i told him i could go down to dhoby ghuat but..think when he called me tt time..i was at KAP..and he told me he was at KAP already with the wallet..shocked..totally..drove frm his hse..to dhoby ghaut..to KAP and back home..wth..one big round can!
hilarious..thanks pal..haha..i shall use that word..
tt weekend i saw him almost everyday..fri..the movie..sat..gave me wallet..sun..went bugis to get prezzie for huifang..ya..stupid..(dunno wad's stupid but i juz felt like typing the word) ^^""
anyways..the KAP incident wasnt the first incident he had shocked me with..first time was he drove all the way down to my hse to give me 2 reference books..ridiculous again la..i couldnt believe it...wonder how much petrol he wasted -_-"""
okie..continuing..
wahaha..i wanna term all these as 'imagination' yeah..go on girl, u still haf ur promos to clear..no time for such stupid childish stuff..
today's freaking cold!!! it's so cold..brrrr..
let's see..wad happened today..saw mr lim in the morning..then he was asking about my grades..oh wells..chem grades are so dissapointing ..what can i say? i think the more ans i give him..the more it shows that i SHOULD drop chem..but the thing is..i think i wanna do medicine?? wahaha..i think i m so overestimating myself..how can i ever get into medicine with such sucky grades!! omg..haha..but i dun wanna drop..haiz..this is so disappointing..
ok..then i reached sch..had the meeting..then yin xian's bdae..gave mr lim a piece of the cake..hha..it was the biggest man..reEally..haha..we gave him the biggest..was thinking..mr lim buys the cake every month..so when's his bdae?? so sad leh..
ok..during assembly..was the WORST CAn!!! the class was splitted into 2..one with 3 students and the other half of the class was beside another class..n our DEAR principal called out our class..04S72 !!! argh..mr lim was damn paiseh la..hia..feel so sorry for him..our class was maluated in front of the whole sch..stupid..to think they can still be luffing..argh..
oh yes!! i forgotten to add in..i saw SST today!!! hahaaha!! so happy..i din see him for a week already! or shld i say more than a week..lol..so happy..ha..still get very nervous n stuff..haiz..yup..good luck for ur prelims! =)))
well..the day din go too bad..had chem lect..was glad that i knew was the tcher was toking abt..haha..after tt went for that stupid queensland test..70 qtns in 2 hours!!?? whoa..i couldnt make it..i tikam the last few questions..juz put abc..haha..wadeva..anyway..this test is juz a test..aint important at all..
and then..it was raining..raining so hard..
mixed feelings..juz hope this gets over quickly..my promos..
if your heart is beating, then it's for a reason
if u're not even willing to start,
what good is a heart?
Code Red - What Good is a heart
super long post today..haha..the last few post already outta the margin..guess this blogskin can be scraped..cos i like the baby pic..haha..