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BLAHHHHH i'm not happy! he can crap with others so much and not me! dotz dotz dotz.

not happy! blahhhhhhh!

i dun like youUuuuuuuuu. i haAAAAaaaate yOooooooouuuuuuu

DOTZZZZZZZZ -_______-!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whatever whatever.get out of my life. i m not the clown!! u suck.

ps. dun ask me who is him. thankssssssss


some crap..
i smiled when he said the 3 words.
i smiled in my heart too.
but.
i was confused.
did he really mean it? i asked myself.
i asked him too.
to confirm.
he nodded.
yes.again he nodded.
but still.
there wasnt assurance.
instead
more doubts.
insecurity.
why?
i wanted to sing the song by m2m
dont say u love me, u dun even noe me..
we din have much in common.
he din noe much abt me.
so what's this crap all about?
i'm still uncertain.
he said hi.
but
he din start a conversation.
m i suppose to do it?
it's not the job of a girl.
he likes to use
'wa lao.finee.i'll leave'
at my wits end.
but the big qtn is.
what about me?
do i feel the same way too?
or it's juz some crush again?
i hate it when there's no reply.
maybe he din mean it in the first place?
yes he din mean it.
would probably be a better ans than
no he meant it.
can i juz forget a person like this exist?
shit.
maybe i juz cant!
argh.
irritated.

but i juz cant be irritated with you.
i hate toking to you.
cos

i juz cant tok to you!
but
i want to tok to you?
shitified.
communication breakdown?
i've seen it coming anyway.
whatever.
it's a fling.
i think tt's it.

so how m i?
i'm fine thank you
haha.
end of story.
ful stop.
byebye! =)))))

no qtns.no ans.thanks.have a nice day =))

juz wanna say a big 'oh no' la.

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huifangs!!!! haha..i'm so happy for u!! wahh..u haf all my blessings okie? yep yep? haha..
update me more abt it ya? haizzzz so sorry i din pass u the thing today! i brought it one lehs! dun worry..tmr i'll pass it to u! =))))))))
how?!?! i m also giving to yizhi.and wenhui..then i din make hui ping's one! i feel so saddened now.ahh.dun wanna give them on the 24th..cos shihua and yulan will be over there..i din make for them..

see ya tmr! =))

it's all about homework today. was sitting down there doin my hw..then..the stupid big group of river valley guys were so rowdy!! the whole place was wet after they left.and.thank god they left..THANK GODDD

i juz feel that..it's so cold tonite!

m i getting sick?haha!

S Club7 - perfect christmas

Doo doo doo
Do do do
Ya ya
Doo doo doo
Do do do
Rachel:
Hello friend, it's me again
I just called to tell you
Even though I miss you so
I've been thinking of you
All my dreams are coming true, at last...oooh
Jo:
The perfect ending to a wonderful year (ooooh)
Would be to celebrate the good times with you here
Cuz I know
For sure
I never wanted anything more
Chorus:
The greatest gift that there could be
thats underneath my Christmas tree
Would be the same my whole life through
I'd spend the perfect Christmas with you
Though the winter seems so long
My faith in love has kept me strong
So if I had a wish come true
I'd spend the perfect Christmas with you
Jo:
I can't wait
Till the day
When I finally see you
So hold on
I wont be long
Got so much to show you
All our dreams are coming true at last...oooh
Rachel:
The perfect ending to a wonderful year
Would be to celebrate the good times with you here
Cuz I know
For sure
I never wanted anything more
Chorus:
The greatest gift that there could be
Wrapped underneath my Christmas tree
Would be the same my whole life through
I'd spend the perfect Christmas with you
Whoa....whoa....
All:
So when you ask me what I mean
To me the Christmas is complete
Jo:
Boy can't you see
You're the one thing missing for me
Chorus:
The greatest gift that there could be
thats underneath my Christmas tree
Would be the same my whole life through
I'd spend the perfect Christmas with you
Though the winter seems so long
My faith in love has kept me strong
So if I had a wish come true
I'd spend the perfect Christmas...
Jo:
And if I had one wish come true
All:
I'd spend the perfect Christmas here...
Jo:
with you
Doo do do
Doo do do
Doo do do
Doo do do
...to fade...

i think it's a super nice song.juz cant get enuff of it! haha..the chorus part is the nice!! hahahahaha..eh...altho i think the lala song is nice too..but this S Club song is definitely 100000 times better.maybe it's the christmas mood!

i think i have so much things to say..but i keep clicking the 'publishing post' button.then keep on coming back to edit.haha..blogger is goin haywire! beecos of mee! haha..the fonts arent quite rite u see..haha..

oh yes.i think jesse macartney (coorect spelling?) is so hot.haha.i saw the mtv..cute! hahahaha..

slpy~~ yawns..m i toking to myself? yes i m..haha..no mood to tok to anyone anyways..

one more thing..what happen to jm..she's been like super dao to me these days.i wonder what's happening..i feel i'm starting to drift away from her..hmms..maybe it has already started long ago..oh wells..if she keeps that cold attitude..i can jolly well do nth ya..heck..my mum was saying..maybe..maybe she doesnt wanna be friends with us already? always feel some quarrel coming up when i tok to her..it's scary..i dun really noe how to handle it..

ryan cabrera - true..

juz love super soothing songs like these...listen it thru the night..i find enjoyable..even if i had to listen to it a hundred or million times.

hmm..i need to find a container..if not how m i gonna bring the cake over??

super long post eh? hahaha..i seriously dun feel like sleeping..

juz wanna say

mum..can u pls shut up..thanksssss =)))

thoughts that dun link..oh wells..

hope the it aint too crowded tomorrow..

is esplanade gonna be crowded on the 24th?

dun be sad la weiguang..it cant be helped..

and eric? what can i get for him..shihua said horse..sus said horse..what horse! haha..where to get..

maybe strangers are easier to communicate with?

miss sch..miss my classmates..haha..

was looking at vanessa's nick..quite bhb..haha..no comments..

i think i'm super naive..ya..quite la..i think i m afterall! haha..

oh no..i'm falling aslp..

thanks to all those who haf helped me..haha..to..zidance? to...lemme see..mr chatty, ex-vjcian also studying in melbourne? seriously i dunno his name..lol..hmm..weiyang too? altho i'm quite afraid of him..forever so cranky..find that his screw abit loose..haha..

haha..a pretty vase on display..tt's what my mum said..useless afterall yeh?


where's the rational me? i've been searching for it high n low these days..

jackson said too many hahas from me..

fefe dobson - everything

98 degrees - my everything

same title?