i had a half great half not so great day yest.

let's see abt the great part..haha..it's good to tok abt the better stuff first rite?? haha
went to east coast to rollerblade in the morning!! =)) haha..i think it's getting better already.think it's the practice i guess.haha..but still! i fell down =~~\ but it's okie yeah! i enjoyed the trip.haha..went down to tampines mall after tt..it wasnt a wasted trip okaes! haha..cos i bought a pair of new earrings!! haha..dangling ones..then basically it's very nice la..cos i bought it marhs! haha..both the pink and purple was nice..but i end up buying the pink one..yeah lo..went to JP, go there to walk arnd since i had to meet my parents at tt area..yeah..walked arnd again..oh ya! JP sells waffles too!!! hahahaa...means what? means can go JP more often! lol...haha..i think it's a great discovery..haha

let's go on to the not-so-great part. (it's gonna be kinda vulgar and highly sarcastic.so pardon me)
i dreaded most of it anyways..firstly, my father gave me wrong directions to the restaurant.i went to lakeside..to the jurong east sports complex.stuUuupId! it's not there..make me walk.i decided to call my aunt since the next possible person i could ask was her.told me it wasnt at the jurong east sports complex.it was at jurong swimming centre.now the 'east' make such a big difference.so she said she picked me up..i dun like it like this noe.cos i m troubling other ppl! stupid.my cousin was there too.toked a super whole lot of crap abt rollerblading cos he saw i was carrying the rollerblades.trying to act as if he so super clever.arghh.ok lo..i juz play along.be the small lil girl who is soooOo 'amazed' by all the things he did -_-"" whatever ok.whatever.

we reached the place then my aunt(another one in the car) came to tell me 'wei wei(tt's what she calls me) ni shang yi ci ye shi chuan jiang hor..hahaha..hen hao siao hor' basically toking abt my dressing la.what's wrong with tshirt n fbt?she havent seen the best of me.think she is juz gonna drop her jaws man.wahaha.okok..ego.i think, by now, everyone's impression me would be the girl who hasnt pass the phase of 'shirt n fbt' outfit.the one who hasnt got into the stage of gurlish and feminine dressing.i dun care.i'll let my cousin take the lead this time.obviously she dressed as if she were gg clubbin later.white tight and a black skirt.hahaha..i realised she's only wearing tight shirts and nothing else.only the bottom changes.sorry.i juz like to observe only her..i knew she observed me too.the way i dressed,my figure.i must say she slimmed down alot.or wassit the choice of dressing? the makeup.okok..i admit i dunno how to put on makeup altho i tried to.gave up in the end.cos i think she can go on putting her makeup i carry on with my natural looks.GOOD LUCK COUZ anyways, i dun see the need to dress up in such an occasion. grandfather's bdae oni mah.-_-""

The restaurant was located at super ulu place, which i dunno.they said taman jurong?!? ok..anything..

i saw my dad n sis at the entrance.as usual, my dad likes to act as if he's VERY busy,toking on the phone then trying to peep from the corner of the eye to see if anyone noticed that he is such a BZ person as if he was making BEeeG business liddat -_-"" next, my sis, forever looking so insecure when i aint there, cos she has no one to tok to when i'm not arnd..so she can only stand arnd there..looking for me..then when i'm there, she will act as if she din give it damn if i were there.noe why i knew all these? cos i caught her looking for me when i arrived then quickly look away as if she were occupied with the handphone (dotz.i realised.the handphone is always involved) followed me into the restaurant after i went in.it was so obvious!! but i din wanna say anything la.

okie.in the restaurant b4 the food came.the 3 of us (me n 2 sis) sat at the table there and stone.oh man.this is the part i hate.my uncle at the same table, kept on asking us to eat the keropok (however u spell that) some kind of crackers.sooo irritating la.he was also like some pig.eat eat eat.it's quite illogical.u go to a restaurant to eat good food rite? my uncle best.he ate n ate the crackers when the 'real' food came, he said he was very full. erm.wth? dotz man..my father too.kept of feeding my youngest sis with the crackers.like nvr eat crackers b4.(i remembered hui fang's line 'kiem peng') so..we had to wait for the 'big shots' like my another uncle..and my 1st aunt's husband.ohhh then there was some interlude.my small lil niece singing bdae song to my grandfather! at first i tot she was super cute leh! but she is la..sooooo cute..she was the one who said grace on behalf of everyone.but one thing i dun understand, the mother, which is my cousin's wife, kept on trying to grab attention la.to show how CUTE her daughter is.omg.she also try to act cute.when we were eating, she came to our table (where my grandfather was sitting) to get the garnish for a dish and said phoebe(my niece) wanted to play with it.dotz! so dotz! the way she say it.-_-"" phoebe is my first aunt's granddaughter, so my first aunt, first trying to show off her videocam said she wanted to take videos.oh well.i wonder if phoebe was the bulk of it..anyways.finally there was enuff of waiting.we started the 10-dish course.ohhhh so long.

during the course.i din wanna eat much la..what's so nice.so irritating (i might eat more if it were a diff grp of ppl i was eating with)i think at our table has the very extreme combination of ppl.firstly, the 2 old ones.who din eat much.and my grandfather rushed to the other table upon my uncle's arrival to go sit with him (even tho he had difficulty moving).next, the middle age ones..like my dad.they are supposed to be the 'kiem peng' one and eating alot rite? they din eat much.then ppl like me la..dun wanna eat ones..so how the food??? everyone was busy trying to push the food to each other.as for me, i had one serving for each dish except for the veggie.hahaa..i ate most of the veggie mans.which was only one dish only.it's very ironic to see how the adults teaching the children to eat more veg when the adults at the table are eating more of the meat dishes than the veg.sooooo ironic.but nvm..i eat.wahaha..it was brocolli with mushrooms.ithink with oyster sauce..it was so nice man.and u noe what! the one thing i hated most.HATED IT TO THE CORE.was..my relative, uncle's wife, she kept on asking me to eat.EAT.EAT.EAT.wei she me mei you chi.DOTZ DOTZ DOTz.issit of your business!! every dish..every single dish..she does the same thing.i was thinking, 'can u juz buzz off.stop irritating me.anymore of ur shits i'm juz gonna slap you' -_-""" i always hated family functions.guess u can get tt by now.

my father was also an irritating one.at first, i was asking him how many dish there was..he din wanna reply me noe!! he DIN WANNA LOOK AT ME EVEN.aRse hoLe! after tt u noe what he told me? he said unless those were the words he wanted to hear, he wont bother to listen. CAN ANYONE JUZ SMACK HIM RIGHT IN THE FACE.i was pissed.i was super pissed.
next incident was the digicam.some of my cousins were taking pics, so my father with his must-show-off and i-cannot-lose-to-you nature naturally wanted to take out his digicam to use.he told me and my sis to go arnd taking pics..we din wan..he said 'nvm la..next time i lend u my digicam' wah.tt really made my blood boil.previously he was telling us he DIE also dun wanna lend us again.and now he is bribing us with that??? and he told me dun forget tt he gave me 10 bucks in the morning.i rebutted him straight in the face 'halo? u think ur 10bucks very big issit?' wanted to embarass him in front of everyone.and he still had the cheek to ans yes.stupid shit.throw ur own face only.

yeah..then everything was over..desserts came and we ate it..

leaving.outside restaurant.by now, i realised i couldnt take jokes anymore. had only 2 words in my head. 'PISSED' and 'SLEEP' my father juz had to come n joke in front of my cousin 'wah..she rollerblade from east coast to here' shut the fuck up man.and u noe what my cousin did? she said 'oh really ah?' then smile here n there.WTH. then he went arnd telling my other cousins.trying to make fun of me.best.my cousins also came in to join the laughter n teasing.felt like taking a big boulder to bash his head man.i was so super irritated i juz walked away.made little effort to argue cos he wanted me to be mad! so i juz follow..laugh here n there.i feel like a hypocrite.yeah..tt's what family functions are for: train you to be a hypocrite. i couldnt blow off my top cos it would make me look petty, cant take jokes.then my father would be over there saying 'y u liddat one, the way u tok make ppl dislike u..and blah blah' make it seem as if it's my fault.then trying to act as if he cared for me, asking me 'what happen to ur knee? y go rollerblading until liddat?'<-- he did this infront of everyone at the table b4 the course.damn.whatever.whatever.

if there was any family gathering on christmas eve, i m juz gonna faint man.cos my sis is gg out leaving me!

i noticed..for the whole evening, my father is trying to act enthu?!?! making me n sis look like the cold, sarcastic spoilt brats.hia..i dun wanna write anymore shits.alot of things i juz wanna say it right into his face, ask him to get a life.anyway, it aint much.cos i was too tired.slpt during my journey home. cos i din wanna see or hear or noe whatever tt is happening in tt vehicle.

i think this is the longest and vulgar post i've written recently.cos i was soooo angry! wasted my time.

whatever.whatever.stupid family gatherings.purely shits.