sometimes, i really wonder..
is it afterall just a mask that i'm puttin on?
or is it not?
do i really show who i really am?
or do i not?

*confused--

identity crisis?

do i just wanna be a plain jane?

or am i an attention seeker?

who am i?

*help

or issit PMS?

i think i look like a big enormous huge ball now.

what's happening to me.

yeah.maybe it's juz one of the down days.shant think too much.

but one thing's for sure..









it's still empty at the end of the day*









when can it be filled?









soon.....









i hope*









who will be filling it?









tt's an ans i wanna noe too.









cos i noe it's still empty right now*









anyway,









it has been empty all along, hasnt it?









or will there even be anyone to fill it*









*confused?









dunoo.confused isnt the word.









maybe frustrated would be more suitable*









down.









knock knock? anyone there?









no ans.*









i wonder how many times have i knocked the door.









how many different doors have i knocked?









and how many times it hasnt been answered*









All the doors i've knocked,









were wrong.









*sigh*









so where's the correct door? no one can ever tell me.









perhaps.someone was knocking on my door too.









but i refused to ans*









so what? i m a stubborn girl*









maybe it's retribution?









maybe never will there be anyone who will be opening the correct door*









cos.utimately, there isnt anyone behind that door to open it..










so.why havent i given up?









cos i'm an idiot.*








dun worry if u dun understand.









it was only meant for me to understand.









emptified*









anyone ever wondered why there's no archives here?









haha.