yes.i m bloggin now.it's like gonna be 1am soon.so what the hell m i doin here?

cos i'm somehow afraid to slp.

think i have some sort of slping disorder.

no it's not what's tt call..ah yes.the word is..ok..i cant seem to remember tt word.

oh yes.insomnia.no..i dun haf tt.

having been reading up on it.sleep paralysis they call that.

-shivers-

i need a break from slp.haha.ridiculous shit.u might think y would i need a break from slp.

perhaps u would like to imagine this.

imagine urself, coming to a conscious state.but u realised u cant move at all.u feel as if your whole body cramped up.u noe leg cramp? tt kind of feeling? but now, it extends to the whole body.

ur eyes cannot open.the more u force it.the more tightly it shuts.

scary.i heard alot of voices.there was 2 attacks.the first one..i heard chantings.i think i'm hallucinating.but it was still scary.haha..u noe stanley(our class)came into my mind.dunno..sounds like stanley's voice..haha

i wasnt scared(contradicting?).it was just the old routine.again.

told myself it would be over in 10seconds' time.

yes.felt myself loosen up.i could move.forced myself to open my eyes.so tt i can fully regain my conscious state..."yes.once it comes it goes.so guess tt would be all for the night'

fell aslp again.

no.it wasnt gone.again i felt it.shit.this time it was laughter all over.laughter of women and men.

the kind of laughter that would give u goosebumps.i cant think of any other word now to subst for 'laughter'.

scared.i dunoo..i couldnt picture anything.it was all black.

'God! HELP!' tt was all i thought of.maybe thinking of a cross would help? was kinda desperate at tt split second.

i dun find this funny nor lame.it's not made up.tt's y i dun dare to slp now!

okaes.suddenly, the invisible force tt has caused me to be momentarily 'paralysed' disappears again.it's sudden one.

i din wanna close my eyes.although i awwfully wanted to.there's sch tmr u noe.

i cant.forced myself out of bed.needed a 'break' from slp.

okaes.it's what time now? guess i'd better go.

sleeping disorder.sleep paralysis.

is tt really the scientific explanation for it?

or there's an invisible force?

oh wells.i shouldnt freak myself out at this time.like 1am in the morning?

SLEEP!