i reached home around 10 yest.wahh..so super tired.bathed..and went to sleep.

esplanade was soooo nice.the scenery there is simple..irresistable.uh huh.think the place there can nvr run short of couples.i turn every single degree i can see at least 2 couples.-_-! so sickening..k la k la..i xin1 li3 bu4 ping2 heng2 can..

had a nice dream(no.it's not abt nicky! haha)but quite a sad ending.actually i think i dreamt of it b4 long time ago.weird to say, it's somehow an exact of what i dreamt previously.

i couldnt remember much.but i knew when i woke up it was already 815am.ya..couldnt slp anymore so i came online.gotta do work later.

oh man.if i had my ipod mini, i would haf gone out to study..haha

i did get enlightment somehow regarding my oh-so-miserable feeling. i figured it out myself anyways.i came up this. the most early form of relationship between 2 strangers shld start from the term 'friend'. There shouldn't be any expectations or intentions otherwise it wouldnt be a true friendship. So, if i keep thinking of him and hoping that he would become a more 'special friend' then things wouldnt work out. Perhaps things would work out along the way.let nature takes it course..

haha.a word of advice from someone 'take things a step at a time.' i was thinking if there wasnt a step in front of me..how do i even proceed?

well..i m definitely feeling much better than few days ago.at the same time IPOD MINI HERE I COMEEEEEE. the IT show..fair..err..IT fair...is on thursday!! wahhhh.cannot take it anymore.My heart is gonna burst soon.i think i wont be able to sleep on wednesday.haha..goodness. i m definitely gonna get the ipod mini.relative to the digicam, i think i rather get the ipod.YEPPPSSSS.omg.i m still short of cash.like abt 50 bucks to get my ipod mini.SO! i m trying secretly sell the 2 old monitors that is collecting dust at home to the garang guni.wahaha.i psycho-ed my mum already..gave her tons of excuses.i think my father is gonna kill me cos he got exploited by mee!haha.ahya.what the heck.i sell it maybe i could get like 50 i hope? or 40..each one for s$20.yeah yeah.see got anymore things i can sell..then i would have enough money already.ohhh.so exciting..

*prays hard* garang guni quickly come okie? i m waiting for u..