went to bed at abt 3 plus last nite.haha.tho late.but havent beat my own record.oh wells
couldnt slp at all anyways..all the way till 4..i just lie on my bed.thoughts all over my mind.

so now, i'm the big fool.
i guess.

perhaps i shld think more phy.chem and maths.

phychemmathsphychemmathsphychemmathsphychemmaths

what will come will come.

i am a girl.i don't want to do all these anymore.

actually, i was thinking.
where is the old me?
the old me where my personal life werent so exposed as now.
somehow or rather quite exposed.
i had been closed.
tt was last time.
maybe i shld do tt again.

wells.maybe there will be a drastic change. i dunno. maybe it will be ironic.but i need to refocus and redefine my life.haha.like a digicam.make it sharper.other priorities shld start to set in now.yeah.

when the door is locked, only people with keys can open it.

what are you trying to do?
i seriously dunno
why should i know and be told all these stuff?
because reality is cruel.u can run but u cant hide.hiak hiak
what should i do?
one word.change
when will it stop?
after the change is constant.

i had a dream last nite.terrible.it was horrigible.which i do not wish to speak of or mention in detail.haha.maybe tt would be my ans.yupps.

i wanted to recall some quote from R&J but i seriously cant.heck.i'm gonna head out in half an hr's time.

it's 10 April today yeah? haf a nice day =)