to review abt the past week [last week of school]
didnt really have any mood to study cos the holidays are coming.oh wells.a time to have a break from school.like from the people and everything.sometimes seeing them everyday again and again doesnt seem like such a good idea.
maybe cos there isnt much excitement happening from the time u leave your friend till the next morning u see them again [at least tt's for me] so there's nth much to tok about.even if there are, topics always revolve around the same thing.not tt i m sick of it [or maybe i am.haha] ah.i dunno.
But if there's any not-so-nice things happening around, perhaps it's time to reflect.think of solutions and remedy them.for me, i'm sure things will be better.not particularly pointing the arrow to anyone.maybe it's myself la.yepps.have many things on my mind.maybe cos when there's school, and caught up with work, u have no time to sit down and think of what's really happening and stuff.so everything gets stuck and u tink of the same thing everyday again and again.so..yays.very good.there's hols =D
seriously, the marathon seems so long.and i cant wait for it to end [like who doesnt.duh].physically and mentally worn out already.whatever it is, the Lord is with me.i really pray hard that He would bring me through all these.It only just me and Him.He will walk with me.Come to think of it, going to school isnt just studying. Many things would come along, putting you to the test.
sth outta the blue. 'many things left unsaid and not supposed to be said'
on my way back on saturday morning, i thought..din think alot though haha..but He gave me an answer already.so i prayed.asking Him to help me set my priorities right now.so it's time to move on.yeah.'move on' tt's more like me.dwelling isnt a solution.
[what i think]
to whom it may apply, people who takes in a relationship, [be it friendship or what] just treasure whatever you have now and receive it with an open heart.dun be too troubled as to what the motives or reasons behind.because if pple are nice to you, they definitely wont have any bad intentions. just look at things in the simplest way and nth will be too difficult.yays. =D
For the givers, it takes great satisfaction after you have done something for someone.at the end of the day, you're also happy.yays =D
so we are happy family. haa. =D
it's gonna rain! i dun like.i m more heat tolerant than cold tolerant.
btw, m i really a narcissist? haiz.after putting on weight, i think i cant be one anymore.my self esteem kind of dropped by 50% now.abt there la.nvm.no worries.i will be back in action after the hols.wahaha.i just realised maybe it's the full cream milk being the culprit.not to forget pineapple tarts and cookies and shortbread.horrible.thanks.and my mum will be there to remind me now too.
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clumsy girl pouring tea into a teapot spilling all over.
guy comes over to ask 'are you ok?'
clumsy girl intuitively said 'ya.'
though it was the opposite
still, it made her day somewhat. =D
