Alert: this is gonna be a long post.

la la la la la
[Verse 1]
I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
'Cuz I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
'Cuz I know you're worth it...you're worth it...yeah

[Chorus]
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee...
Marry me today!
Guess I'm wishing my life away...
With these things I'll never say

[Verse 2]
It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you, what's on my mind?
If it ain't comin' out
We're not goin' anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care?
'Cuz I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
'Cuz I know you're worth it...you're worth it...yeah

[Chorus]
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today!
Guess I'm wishing my life away...
With these things I'll never say

[Bridge]
What's wrong, with my tongue
These words keep slippin' away...
I stutter...I stumble
Like I've got nothin' to sa-ay...
I'm feelin' nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
'Cuz I know you're worth it...
You're worth it...yeah
la la la la la la la la la...
La la la la la la la la la...
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
With these things I'll never say
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I: pms here today again?
U: perhaps.
I: how you know?
U: cos it's tt feeling again.
I: what feeling?
U: dunno.undescribable.just not my usual self.
I: what are u thinking of now?
U: thinking about the lyrics above.
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drown.
some people yearn to.
some do not.
some dare to face it.
some do not.

drown.
maybe i wish to.
like u said, there's nothing there.
haha.u may not believe it.oh wells.

drown.
but there's so many things i wanna do.
my mind's in a whirlpool.
i'm confused.

drown.
drowning in my pool of questions.
some shows positive.
some showed negative.so which is supposed to be the accurate one?

no.there's no one there.lol. =D
yes.there is?
but no.i dun wan to admit.
i'm stubborn.
so what?bwahaha.