I m assessing myself each and everyday, about the things i do,things that happen and the people i meet. Though, it may be the place i go and the same people i meet again n again daily, but it's always a new story when i see them the next time. Well, perhaps pleasant things happen and maybe not. Come to thinkof it, that's just life. You learn how to cope eventually even if things don't go your way at the moment.ya.'at the moment' nothing is supposed to be absolute.haha.something cliche maybe? the only thing that is constant is change. i felt that i've changed alot since secondary school days.different environment.different people.yeah..and i love the change. I've become a happier person and i really thank God for that. In the past, i never made the effort to really get to know people, would termed myself as anti-social maybe? I don't really go out with my small circle of friends or should i say i was leading an anti social life, keeping myself low profile, don't talk much. Everyday after school, it's home, homework, tv and slp. On weekends, i'd spend it with my family. That was what i thought about the life of secondary school students generally. One thing to say, i never had the habit of talking on the phone too? and i think that's like the one of the favourite 'hobbies' most girls would have.haha..i seldom do that though. Also, within my own group of friends, i doubt i was close to them.not exactly.we rarely went out to chill and stuff.it was rare.maybe cos i never did made the effort to be the one making noise and get everyone going.yup.effort.that's very important.i din noe i was actually missing out on alot but cant blame me.i was rather passive last time.i din exactly like how my life was going but everything was fine.plain boring.haha.but during those days, relationship with my family was much better than now.I remembered that i love talking to my Dad cos there would be teasing and stuff? and he would then give me this straight face. on the other hand, i would always tell my mum about what's happening in school.haha.that was then.

now? i've moved on.things changed. i've learnt that it's important to communicate.to speak out about my own opinions and be confident.that's impt.as compared to last time, my self esteem wasnt that high. anyway, i've learnt to get to know people by listening and sharing my experience with them.I'm glad that i've entered this college. By God's grace, i've got to know nice people and made close frns.haha.sometimes, looking back at my secondary school days..i really feel blessed now.haha..God has given me 2 very important people in my life! haha.in some way or another, i've changed because of them.bwahaha. i've learnt alot too.yays.i love the both of ya.=D thanks to them.i think alot more now.tried more things than i've ever did in secondary school during this one year odd.Of course, i wanna thank God for all. and if i were to rattle on about this 2 frns, it would be neverending.lol.not to forget others also..haha..i dunno y did i write all these today..but just thinking back on things..yepps. =D

something outta the blue.the song on my blog? i love this song.though it's kind of old already..find this song quite cute.haha..picturing every single action described there..it's not exactly a happy song? i dunno.but somewhat describes what that small little corner of my brain is thinking.small puny little corner only.haha..but i still think it's very cute.haha..like something that most teens would go thru.especially the chorus! haha..

oh man.anyways..tt's abt it.i'm gg to run now.haha..bye peeps. =D still havent finish writing tho.