ok.all thanks to my phone.i m awake now.i forgotten to switch off my alarm.yeah.u noe what time is it? 530am.thankss.-_-! for every other school days, the alarm rang and i went back to slp.HAH.

it was horrendous last night.couldnt sleep.
was having a headache and tummyache.
it was so humid and an irritating mozzie was flying around.

my heart was calm.i felt nothing at all.
i was nothing close to crying.cos i knew the night before i have used them all up.
It was kinda of all cold inside.the rational side of me has taken over.
Nothing much to tear about anyway.No more.
i m not putting up a front.tt's just it.
My mind was really in a whirlpool, couldnt exactly think properly.
it's just like some mental block.blank.just blank.
Thought i was gonna fall sick but thank God i m not.
I spoke to the Lord for directions. At that point in time, he hasnt given me an answer.
Anyway, we need a cooling off period.
Just a request. Let's just leave each other alone for sometime.
Perhaps, that's just the best way out for now.
I am sorry if i've caused much trouble.i felt really bad about it.
Seriously, i m very tired.I m immature too.
So, let the Lord bring us to where He wants us to be.
Just pray. I will accept everything with an open heart.
As for now, it's really time to go into full concentration mode.
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I am one step closer to understanding. adjusted some opinions.

It's not a feeling but rather an action.
It comes from a person's intelligence n the willingness to carry out these so called intelligence. It's the things that one does that makes it what it is, not how one feels
It's different for everyone.there is no standards to it or whatsoever.
It's not something passionate that you have to so called 'feel' it everytime and to think of that person 24/7.
It's just the simple the act of going an extra mile to care for the one another.
It's simply just wanting to give them the best of what you can give.yes.giving and not expecting anything in return.
It's only through experience that we learn and we know and not hear.
It's not up to one to decide whether they deserve it or not.
It's not determined by others whether one should give or not.

well.from what i've heard and my opinions.heh. =P we learn all the time.

Let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth. -1 John 3:18

and of course the famous 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 which really just sums everything all up.

Well, i count myself optimistic and fortunate.a new day awaits and i have the Lord and my friends with me! (: