life's gonna be pretty stagnant from now on i guess.gonna start working soon.i hope yantong takes the job.it has been pretty hard finding a job around.after looking for so long, i seriously got quite depressed..felt like giving up..until today..guess what.shu's working like a few hundred metres away!! we can meet up for lunch!! haha..yeah..let's tok about yest.left a pretty deep impression.lol

ok.i went for this job interview at tanjong pagar, Apex Tower.i went to sbs website to locate it.hmms.at shenton way eh? i was like..ok..not bad..called them up and arranged for an interview.well.the building looked..old..i dunno.ya.went up..the lift opened.GAWDD.i saw a group of ah bengs.ya.AH BENGS.squatting rite in front of me..i was like 'what the..?' i made a face..like 'what are u doin here man' and walk away.alot of pple.CASUALLY DRESSED.and i was the one like in blouse and skirt.man! if i knew i would just wear a tshirt and jeans.awfully awkward...i saw the unit.went inside.and the GAWDD (2nd time) MORE AH BENGS?!?! bad impression already.i dunno.i just stayed on to fill in the form.they got me to wait inside with afew other interviewees..they went into this room..yeah..employer inside..female..she looked..pretty fine..ya..ok..i waited..

this crescentian came in..haha..same batch..cos i din wan to be alone..so..i decided to tok to her.she was just sitting beside me..tok tok tok..found out that she was in yiz's class and we both agreed the whole place looks HORRIBLE.comtemplating to leave too..we are in the same plight..she just started looking for jobs too..ya..actually..what amused me was my initiative to tok to her.i just cant believe i did that!! and we went around looking for jobs later.it was abit..erm..not me..ok..but anyway..haha..cool..we went in for the interview together.obviously we din get the job.and we DIN wan the job.haha..

uhh.we were supposed to go to fullerton today..but it's okie.she went to her choco job and i went to my admin job.haha..well.good luck gal.haha..about my admin job.i m pretty skeptical too.on one side, i can assure myself that i WONT have to look for a job AGAIN until uni starts.but..what if i dun like that job? what if the boss is horrid..ya..hmms.i went with yantong for the interview.i duno..meeting tomorrow to sign the application form.dear Lord, i hope this is what you have for me.ya..i m in doubt TOO. but at least there's a friend with me u see..ya..

well, i have been reading other blogs..yiz..fangs..pengs..eric..jam..gk..hopped to weiyan's blog too..haha..some other schmates..y! everyone had fun that nite.except me =( ya.really not to the max.it COULD have been fun.but my dad had to spoil it.i know he's worried.EXTREMELY WORRIED.or else he wouldnt have to use that kind of cheapskate threat.AH WELL.PPLE.if u guys are gg again.TELL ME!let's try other place?haha.i heard chinablack just renovated eh?and it has better air ventilation and sound system.i dun think i wan to dance (then go there for what?) i dunno.crowd.haha..xmas eve new year eve..wadeva.this time shld i tell my parents?i know my father will never agree to it.anyway..things have been pretty fine.it's like that night never existed.he never mentioned it again anymore.yeah.

went to collect testimonial.haha..so funny.i went to the office.the clerk asked me.what class? U KNOW WHAT I DID??!!?!? I WAS THINKING WHAT CLASS I WAS FROM.stunned.then i just sheepishly blurted 'uhh..oh..04s72' pple pls smack me.haha..the lady then joked that only a few months and i forgot! haha..i saw those potential saints..from band..well.brings back memories.3 yrs ago i was also like that.went for trials in dec b4 i started j1.hah.so cool.all those small girls n boys.ahaha.all the blur blur faces with their sec sch uniforms.

afraid.i m afraid to enter the adult world..still trying very hard to embrace it..to accept things.things like when u ask for the job u may not get it.and that there are ALOT of people better than u.and that luck may be involved in job hunting.and it's ALWAYS first come first serve.

oh yes.i may be changing my mum.i MAY go NTU.ya.i dunno.NUS biz degree really too general leh..i dun like..ya..see how.i m still thinking.most likely pursuing a business related degree.yepps.

that's all for today. (: