this weekend was AWWWWWesome. couldnt have been more tiring.

saturday:

it was my last saturday in office.and it's the LAST TIME i will be in office with jeremy.thank goodness.nothing much.time passed quickly and i left office at 1pm to Jitterbugs.this time i was early.both me n jas were 15 mins early and we entered the studio first b4 230.ok..sometimes it's good to be early.u have opportunities to speak to people. hahas..me and jas managed to talk to another 3 girls.one of them was by the name of julie.she looked cool to me man. and 5 of us started practising first until the teacher came.
we learnt another 2 sets.was good.until the last part.i m not exactly used to using my body.as in..hmm..i dunno how to describe..but it towards the end i couldnt catch up.LUCKY the lesson was ending already.at least i could quickly go try it out.

okies.me and jas went to esplanade basement again.it was really damn good.i love the place.it was like the whole basement was ours till the uncle came and chase us =( so we decided to go find spot B in case if this happens again.

managed to find a place at suntec convention.also quite ulu..and we had the lifts at as our mirror!! but i was just worried if the door opens when we practice half way.and there's a cam over there.AGAIN.geez.

we practiced for about 2 hours? or an hour and a half.yeah.was so satisfied that we got it.there was still time..and we walked around..harvey norman..topshop..dorothy perkins.well..quite some bargains there.anyways.the hi fi was selling at 149..original was 179.5 sets left at that time.cos i couldnt bear and wasnt prepared to part with my money, i decided to go home first..

was crazy.i intended to first go home and take a bath, but i din..and met huifang earlier at holland village. it was settler's for eric's bday.just a simple dinner.i kinda get more disappointed as we organise more class outings.jia ming: the one who asked us out din turn up in the end cos of some PERSONAL reasons..i have to pity huifang who has to put up with all these shit. and so far, the best excuse (given first prize) would be 'cos i wanna sleep in' COME ON LA. u know u have outing the next day and u decide to pig in??!?! why dun just sleep earlier the night before.pardon me, i just felt that it werent fair to those who had been informed with this news. and we also have people who decided to go drinking instead of the class outing.well done (: but nevermind, we shall enjoy the company that we had that night. i still enjoyed my time with hongming, eric (the bday boy), uhh.kah hong (?) haha..he din change a single bit i guess, ghim kui..ant, weehong and of course huifang. left settlers at around 1130..got my parents to fetch me.

Sunday:

Church in the morning and went for lunch at BK.i think i m gonna get addicted to fast food.after abstaining from it for months.the double swiss was nice la. we played some stupid card games cos we were so bored but end up got chased out by the bk uncle =X was nearing 3 so me pk and joot left.

i headed for pk's hse..hahas..was supposed to prepare Gideon in the end we just talked and talked till 7! it was soooo looonnggg..goodness. it was a good long chat.well..it really made me realise some things..sometimes people just come together and be one bunch of good friends..prolly we have to do it the hard way.but come to think of it at least we are acknowledging the problem. and if God wans us to learn it the hard way then so we shall. at the end of it, i m sure each of us will bring back a lesson to learn.

i dunno why but i always try to compare it with my other groups of friends.how things turn out. because we had to face each other everyday for the past 2 years..yes the class was close once.ONCE.and that's the past.it was because we were 04S72.and what's happening now..'oh..it's too far to come' and 'oh..i wanna sleep in' and 'oh..blah blah' i m not saying that u're wrong not to come for outings cause it's one's choice and i cant force people to come. and of course people can find better company for themselves, why would they turn up. it was easy. school provided the grounds for us to meet daily.it was easy.convenient.compulsory. there wasnt anymore 'something' that's pulling us together.

on the contrary, FISH is the total opposite.it's not compulsory.it's not daily, not compulsory, but to me, it's a whole new experience. cos the people in there are so different from the kind of company i am in for the past 2 years. i knew it wasnt gonna be easy (for me at least) afterall FISH is not a new group. but i was the new girl.ahaaa..( i was thinking if karen and grace joined the group officially, i will be the OG already..XD) anyhows, i was just wondering if it is appropriate to post this here.but i figured i wouldnt feel so uneasy as compared to posting to yahoo groups. so whoever reads this..good for u! just that i dunno who.ahaa.back to the topic. me! the new girl, i kinda summed everyone up in my own way.who i could talk to and who i couldnt. i know i din put in enough effort cos it's always easier to run home rather than eat with a group of friends whom u think u MIGHT be left out. hah.i have come to a conclusion about myself.i like meeting people but on the other hand dunno how to manage them.something i have to learn still..

at times i felt like giving up. but somehow God would have his own ways to pull me back.through a friend.through service.and even my sis..she told me to wake her up to go service together.haha.anw that time when she told me that i decided to push my luck.to ask her to come for sec2 lesson.she agreed! i understand what she's going through..like what i went through at first. but it was encouraging know?

well, as for now! i m still hopeful cos we are finally trying to do something about it.and because God is the one..he will hold us together!ultimately we are a PCM group.

of course! i have jimei yantong and jas as well.hahas.i love them too.it's so encouraging to know that we are closer than secondary school times.i m even bitching my boss to tong almost every single day and promising a special post feat. my half a year's experience in tha puny office..haha.. come to think of it, i used to feel resentful about the times then.prolly because i din make the effort to get to know my mates.let's keep this going on ok.. somehow friendship is taking a higher priority in my life now at least it wasnt last time cos i used to think i would be better off alone.being dependent would make me a weakling.hah..i wanna keep those who are close to me close.

i love counting the number of friends (not acquaintance) i have now! i hope to mention more and more people here! i havent mention shumin?!?! ya..at the end of the day.i know i can still look for her too.besides huifang the number one girl in my life now and probably the next 4 years to come.hahas.ah.think i will leave the stories to the next post.

buai! =D