ahhhhhh. i jussstttt cant study scopes...everytime i try..i just KO after half an hour..then i'll sleep for half an hour. try to study again..fall asleep after half an hour..how bad is that..it just doesnt go in..

anyways. i received my forever21 bangles yesterday!! -loves- :D

and i received my eyelet mini and smocked tube dress. -hearts!- :D

now now. the scarf must come in time before christmas..i was just wondering if i will be spending christmas in singapore this time round. prolly not tho. no. i wont be in taiwan as well cos there is no more space available for booking..too last minute already..so postponed till the next holidays. just me and my mum going. MY MUM.. doesnt wanna go bangkok cos she's been there recently. she doesnt wanna go japan cos she went for 10days during her honeymoon and refuses violently to go there again. there might be the possibility of aus. goldcoast!! i'm like some sua goo who hasnt been anywhere except msia. grrr. even my sis might go jap next year. whatttt.

anyhows. from 25-29 dec i will be in msia..cousin's wedding. clothes settled already. hahaa. i bought my brown eyeliner too! after searching for it at afew places.. -smiles- OH YES. and i MUST pass my driving THEN I CAN DRIVE to msia!!! hahaha. so extremely exciting..

hmm. my head is filled with like clothes designs now..prolly gonna head down to chinatown to buy the cloth after exams..muaahaa. seriously, if only i can take up some sewing courses then i can make my own clothes. need not depend on my mum..and there's a piece of white satin cloth lying around i have no idea what to do with it. hmms.

i feel like going down to one fullerton tmr. after driving. see hows. see my mood. somehow it's a weird feeling going there..makes me recollect the past..

oh. it's a _________ day today. fill in the blanks yourself. i dunno what word to use..it's cheryl's bday! and there's a friend's wake as well.. i was reading the papers about the dragonboaters.. it's crazy to know one of your friends died. same age.. shockening. like gone? no more here? altho he's not a very close friend..a remote acquaintance..but the mum's agony must have been.. i couldnt imagine.. if one day this happens to my family..i dunno how i would react.. actually i dreamt of such a similar scenario before. it was sth like..my parents told my sis ..went missing that sort.. i din know how to react then. brings me back to my own naive-ness (if there's sucha word) about everything remaining forever.. hai.

oh wells. time for some jog now!

ta :D