guess what.haha..the central library is soo pathetic..so dots.even at 10am..all the plugs are almost taken. so funny. i think i feel so comfortable at my own fac it feels like my 2nd home. ok..maybe not to THAT extent..but you get the idea..cosy little SDE. so small yet muchh more comfortable than the central library.the people there are talking as if there's no exams. what the..

so funny. got PS by someone today.but it's fine. i dunno why i was just mentally prepared already somehow..you get the 'oh i just woke up..' 'oh i am so sorry'..rubbish. it's just that i havent heard such rubbish for quite sometime already, everyone around me is nice recently..so i got kinda red about it. quick to listen and slow to anger? hmms. so speechless by the lame sms that i cant be bothered to reply. no apologies somemore. at least i know i wont do that to my friends. and.. it was sucha a waste of my time, inform me earlier i could have ask other people out..nono. blame myself. why did i even ask. my fault. anw the weather was too cold (for me) to begin with and the central library was freezing (i reeally really dun like) and i din see anyone i know (unlike at SDE). oh. maybe the guy who was at my tutorial class and i dun even know his name? somehow it feels weird at the central library? i was stuck there cos it was raining. (wanted to go back to SDE but was afraid my favourite bench at level 4 would be taken) stranded. i messaged koi and joel but thanks to the weather, my dear friends are staying at home. no choice..stayed for awhile more..laptop no batt and the plugs all taken..no music..how awful was that..music was like my insulation to the background noise..it just seems to amplify by a gazillion times without my music.

Yesterday's sermon was on controlling anger..and i failed the anger test last night =X cos i quarrelled with sis over biscuits (how trivial was that! hais) and today..i have another one installed for me to apply it. how timely it is yeah. bahh. i have better & more important things to concentrate on..i managed to complete some of benny's stuff..left about 3 more lecture notes to finish..and one more round of revision for that mod. and.....there's so many equations! i was horrified when i saw the string of equation for RC beams. i agree with hui fang..formula sheet for exams pleaseeee!! oh dearr. how to remember..

went home at around 4pm..SDE's comp lab is too cold for me as well. (yes..i just have that much tolerance for cold =X) the benches are taken.the SR's are taken. no where else.and Thank God that mummy's always at home.so i can talk to her. she's like the first person i spoke to in the day. told me sis is sick at bintan..oh dear..pray that she will be ok soonnn..

apologies for the post full of complaints..i think it was just too cold to study in school today else i would have been more efficient.. ah wells.

oh.and thanks GW for listening ((:

randoms..if i had to put up my archives..it would be in a list since 2002 or 2003? man..4 years. 4 years worth! hah.