ok. i think most people would have scurried home to study bennny's stuff after the law paper. oh wells. guess what..i didn't!! cos there's cell later and i am leading the lesson..nothing will go in even if i study. dun ask me why i chose today to lead lesson. oh wells. it's all in God's hands. haha.reminded me of some comment that daena made last week. oh neverminds.

eh. there's still time..nothing to do..and i am sick of seeing the same post over and over again at sgflea (it's a shopping community) so here i am blogging. yes. so funny hur.people blog during their free time i blog every single day during exam period. it has been like that since my crescent days. woo. cossss i am special. (muaahaaa)

have you ever looked into the mirror and sometimes feel that it's a stranger you see..it's so weird. like..hey..is this me? or..how come i look like this? it's like..suddenly you are in disbelief..a soul trapped in a temporal shell.. what am i doin here? why am i leading such a life? oh wells..not that i am being spastic or what..or like i have nothing better to do..hmms

i guess that's how i settled for my blog address 'cluesslessaboutyou' few years back. it was during the jc days...if i don't recall wrongly..hmms. the 'you' refers to me, myself..sometimes i dunno who am i..like..what kind of person am i? am i someone who is happy-go-lucky? am i someone who is really that blur? am i someone who is that quiet? will i still be the same in the future? say 10 years down the road? blah blah..eh.you might be thinking i am having some identity crisis..nono..it's not that..i'm a child of God..haha..it's like..sometimes i dun understand the things that i do..why did i handle them in sucha manner.. questions and questions about myself..

oh.and why the extra two 's' after the 'clue' --> cluess..hmms.no idea. haha..how come arhh?? i forgot already..must be something insignificant..maybe cos the 'cluelessaboutyou' is being used already..so i anyhow anyhow..lol..

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btw, what's wrong with being narcisstic? i'm sure everyone has that streak of narcissism in them it's just whether obvious or not. boo. right. I DECLARE THAT HAZEL NG WEI CHEN HUANG WEI QING HERE IS NARCISSTIC. it's perfectly fine ok. haha..it jsut goes to show how happy you are with yourself and you are confident of who you are...okok.blabberism is 1cm away..
people will go like 'eh, you zi lian ar' like some negative connotation hidden in that short sentence. or maybe i am just too oversensitive. ah wells.

i'm going to church now. gawwwwddd. there's still the flutters in the stomach when i have to lead lesson.

May the force be with me.

ta. :D

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