what a day. haha. time well spent at one fullerton! i reeally love this place. completed what i am supposed to complete today.. starbucks was playing christmas songs for almost the whole day..which is like..abit sian towards the end..but better than no music.
bump into someone. super acquaintance type..man..some people are just so rude. nvm.i'm nice? i smiled to her ((: she gave me that weird look like..'why are you smiling at me' so dotified. i wanted to say goodbye to her before i leave.she looked at me and then look away!! hullo. it was as if i smiled to the air. the two guys nearby must be thinking i am retarded. sigh.give up totally. actually i feel that i am quite stupid..always do things even tho i know the end results will be quite disappointing. nvm. at least next time u know if i meet you on the streets i will at least smile to you even if i forget your name and just remember your face. so DUN PS me by looking away!! anyways.i shant give the name.not very good. ask me if u wanna know :P
the day went well..until about 230pm..a group of bimbos were chatting so loudly away. i understand it's a cafe..a chillout place..but..the volume was unacceptable and they were trying to speak in an american accent which was obviously fake. hopelessly fake. eugh. cmon girls!! you're only in secondary school!! trying to act so bimb..no wait. i think they werent acting. it's innate. -gaspss- no hope already.. somemore one of them was wearing crescent skirt and some cca shirt. throw face..
my peace was disturbed from then on..so sad..it was so nice to study..rarely i could concentrate..Godddd why did u bring them there..
anyways.i seriously love one fullerton.there's no one there.except the lunch hour..you get a lil more crowd..the working people..else it's nice i would have stayed there till 11pm if not for the group of bimbs..bahhh.
can anyone go create a selective memory pill? then i can erase what i want to erase and keep what i wanna keep.
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this morning i was just chatting with a friend..i wonder if i will be in this kind of problem (highly likely a NO)..supposedly i meet a nice guy..happen to like him..BUT he's a buddhist..serious one.then we went official and until few years later..the religion problem sets in..howhow? and he's willing to go church cos of me..but it's not for God..it's for me. and i know it's totally wrong. it's totally wrong to start in the first place.then how? i can only pray that God will touch his heart..
eh.not me kays. he's the one with the problem haha.. =X
actually i wanted to tell him..just keep going..no matter how tough..cos one day God will touch his heart..as long as he's willing to open his heart to Him..somehow it just couldnt come out..i was afraid that he might think i am biased..like..yaya..you're a christian of course you tell me that..
bump into someone. super acquaintance type..man..some people are just so rude. nvm.i'm nice? i smiled to her ((: she gave me that weird look like..'why are you smiling at me' so dotified. i wanted to say goodbye to her before i leave.she looked at me and then look away!! hullo. it was as if i smiled to the air. the two guys nearby must be thinking i am retarded. sigh.give up totally. actually i feel that i am quite stupid..always do things even tho i know the end results will be quite disappointing. nvm. at least next time u know if i meet you on the streets i will at least smile to you even if i forget your name and just remember your face. so DUN PS me by looking away!! anyways.i shant give the name.not very good. ask me if u wanna know :P
the day went well..until about 230pm..a group of bimbos were chatting so loudly away. i understand it's a cafe..a chillout place..but..the volume was unacceptable and they were trying to speak in an american accent which was obviously fake. hopelessly fake. eugh. cmon girls!! you're only in secondary school!! trying to act so bimb..no wait. i think they werent acting. it's innate. -gaspss- no hope already.. somemore one of them was wearing crescent skirt and some cca shirt. throw face..
my peace was disturbed from then on..so sad..it was so nice to study..rarely i could concentrate..Godddd why did u bring them there..
anyways.i seriously love one fullerton.there's no one there.except the lunch hour..you get a lil more crowd..the working people..else it's nice i would have stayed there till 11pm if not for the group of bimbs..bahhh.
can anyone go create a selective memory pill? then i can erase what i want to erase and keep what i wanna keep.
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this morning i was just chatting with a friend..i wonder if i will be in this kind of problem (highly likely a NO)..supposedly i meet a nice guy..happen to like him..BUT he's a buddhist..serious one.then we went official and until few years later..the religion problem sets in..howhow? and he's willing to go church cos of me..but it's not for God..it's for me. and i know it's totally wrong. it's totally wrong to start in the first place.then how? i can only pray that God will touch his heart..
eh.not me kays. he's the one with the problem haha.. =X
actually i wanted to tell him..just keep going..no matter how tough..cos one day God will touch his heart..as long as he's willing to open his heart to Him..somehow it just couldnt come out..i was afraid that he might think i am biased..like..yaya..you're a christian of course you tell me that..