nus mail is so funny. it wants me to change my password yet it keeps saying i keyed in an invalid old password. howhowhow.dots. but i can log into my mail. so how can it be the wrong one? -.-

going for korean language class later. i hope it's good. and there's free time now. will be heading out for a jog later. prolly in 10 minutes' time. (that is! if my butt dun get stuck to the chair.)

anyhows. i was just chit chatting with my mum few moments ago. (i do that usually when i get home..like rest at the same time before i go bathe and do my stuff) well... of late, my dad has been very irritating, (for some reason i dunno why.. maybe he's just too free -.-) wanting to know what i do everyday.

it ranges from:
- asking me why i go home late (at 12am)
- staying up every night to make sure i sleep first before he does
- asking my mum why i am so free (i din know i am so free too)
- accusing me of not eating when i snack

yeah yeah. you might say he cares for me. but i am EXTREMELY irritated by it. AND you know it's your dad you cant say anything. feels very bad. it's like keeping all the frustration in and you dunno what to do with it. Help meeee. cannot scream. cannot shout. cannot cry. ahhhh.

MAYBE he doesnt understand his little miss over here dun quite like to report everything she does (privacy k. privacy.) and that she has grown up. besides, have i gotten into any big trouble before? it's not about the trust issue. so. my mum has been helping me to make my dad come to his senses that i am already TWENTY ONE this year. haha. the funny thing she asked my dad if he was worried that i still havent gotten a bf yet. (i bet my dad wishes i dun get married even cos he discourages me from having one. even till now) this is the first time my mum mentioned to me about 'boyfriend'. Miss Ng is really quite surprised. i thought my mum never cared about it.

this 'boyfriend' topic.. has been discussed. many times. amongst friends..not with my parents tho. as in..i would mention my friend's bf/gf blah blah..but i've never mentioned about myself before. my parents never really knew my status and maybe my mum would understand me more than my dad. (my dad's a goon doo. ha. ha. =X) i guess she has been educating me subtly. indirectly. and i know how she wants me to handle it. anyway, as long as i officially bring someone home, my mum knows i mean business. not to worry on the parents' side. they will respect my decision. my mum would. then again. i dont feel like doing anything about this area of my life now. haha. not meant to have one.

one thing that has been on my mind.. the SM (spiritual multiplier) thingy.. for crusade..i've talked about this to esther yest. she's the first tho. discipleship isnt easy. it's so much easier talking to kids than older teens. i feel happy serving at the sec one side now prolly cos i could give. i love the kids there. i like to talk to them and i wanna know how i can help them. need to pray for directions.

oh. and i din go joggin =X haha.