this is the 2nd week of school. i'm still feeling kinda nua like i-m-still-in-a-holiday-mood sorta thing. maybe it's cos i dun have school on mondays and tuesdays (for the time being). which is making me feel so sluggish. ahs. whatevers. i am SO not gonna talk about what has been happening since sem started. i wanna talk about my thoughts.

i dunno where am i now. had enough of those shopping blogs with so-obviously-from-bangkok clothes and i just think it's so-not-worth-it to spend on those frocks. nono. they are just so common nowadays. seeing them at bugis makes them even more disgusting. eughh. i wanna go bangkok!!!

finished my job assignment and sent to that andy guy. goodness la. no replies one. i hope he got my stuff. did he change number or sth?

timetable for this sem is quite nice. some sort. altho i din manage to make it a 3-day-week on the even weeks. welllllll~~ i'm still pretty much fine with the timings. let's learn to be contented. Thank God. ((:

i feel...
- like i'm missing out on alot of things. hell lotsa things. but i dunno what things am i missing out on. ironically. maybe missing out on learning wakeboarding? travelling?
- like travelling around the world to see building structures. (seeing them is one thing. appreciating them is another thing)
- that i am liking what i am studying more and more ((:
- like sleeping more and more.
- like eating sushi everyday...(my mum knows best how crazy my diet can go..i just eat the same thing again and again and again and again until finally one day i get sick of it i dun go near it in my life ever again)

i want to..
- turn back time to the day when my A levels ended. back to when i was 18 years old. i dun feel like i'm 20+ i still feel that i need to learn more things. widen my perspective. feel like a turtle hiding comfortably in my own shell. basically, i dun think 21-ish. then again, who determines how a 20+ / 21-year-old should be like?

Questions
- did i change alot since..sec school? since..jc?
- what have i learnt since i was 18?
- what have i learnt about handling human relationships?

there's just some burden about school work now.. if i dun start now, when will i?