expectations.

maybe she's right. when u lower or have no expectations, that's when disappointment disappears. suddenly the word 'expectation' becomes so scary. there are things i cant comprehend and they wont be resolved until i understand. the actual incident is not freaking important to me at all. it's how people handle it and how they come to that decision and act on it.

what about grace?

Eph 4:31-32 Get rid of all bitterness and rage, anger, harsh words, and slander, as well as all types of malicious behaviour. Instead, be kind to each other, tender hearted, forgiving and another, just as God through Christ has forgiven you.

i have this verse right in front of me now. God forgave us of our sins just like that. i really wonder how He did that. it's irrational.reason-less.against gravity. so how can i do that?

one more thing, will people ever say they are not ok when u ask them if they are ok? if your 6th sense tells you that it's not, then it's better to not ask that question.. just be prepared to be ignored.

i'm going for a run.